Page 36 of Choose Me

Fucking hell! I grab the base of my cock and squeeze. “Shit, you’re gonna make me come.”

He strokes a hand up my thigh and over my hip, making my muscles contract and my cock jump. “That’s a bad thing?”

I take a deep breath and try to relax. “Ultimately, no. But there’s so much more of you I want to explore, and I’m not ready for this to be over.”

He chuckles and tucks his hand behind his head again. “Then please, continue,elskling. I didn’t mean to interrupt.”

Without hesitation, I do as instructed, dragging my fingers along the center of his eight-pack, trying not to laugh at how absurd this is. Erik Osouf is naked in my bed, letting me touch him wherever and however I want. My eyes flick down his body to his thick, uncut cock, and my breath stutters as I realize I can do more than touch.

Like he’s reading my mind, or because I’m terrible at hiding my thoughts, Erik spreads his legs invitingly. The warm, heavy scent of clean sweat and tangy musk tickles my nose, making me ache wonderfully. I tease my fingertips through the soft hair on his thigh before I work up the courage to glide them over his balls. Erik laughs softly and jerks his hips.

I yank my hand away. “Sorry!”

“Don’t apologize, sweetheart. It’s fine. I’m just slightly ticklish there. But I like it.” He guides my hand back between his legs. “Just use a little firmer touch?”

“Okay.” I grin sheepishly. “Sorry.”

“It’s all good.” His voice is warm and husky, and it does delicious things to my insides. “I like how you’re touching me.” He shifts, spreading his legs even wider, as his hand brushes over my thigh. “I want to give you time to explore, but don’t think I’m not interested in touching you or making you feel good, too. I’m just not sure which you want more right now, so you tell me, okay?”

“I do want you to touch me, and I want you to make me come, eventually. But if you’re okay with this, I’d like to keep exploring.”

His wicked chuckle goes right to my balls. “I will never say no to exploration.”

His tone, even more than his words, gives me courage. I crawl over his leg and settle myself between his thighs, lying on my stomach, which puts my face right next to his cock and balls. The scent of him is stronger here, and fuck, it’s intoxicating. I want to lick him, taste all of him, suck him into my mouth like I’ve seen in porn videos. But I don’t have the first clue where to start. Do I just dive in and cover him with my mouth? Shouldn’t there be more of a lead-up to it? And what if I’m horrible at it? What if he’s disappointed?

“Jules.Elskling.” He reaches down to stroke my hair. “You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to. I’m enjoying your touch. We can leave it at that if you want.”

I shake my head. “I want to…” I nuzzle against the warm skin of his cock, my lips so close I could taste him, if I have the nerve. “What if I’m bad at it? I’ve never… I mean, I’ve practiced.” Heat sears my face, but I ignore it. “Not on another person. Or myself! I’m not that flexible.”

There’s a sparkle in Erik’s eyes. “Jules, are you telling me you have toys?”

I drop my head onto his thigh. I really could die of mortification. Except I’m in bed with the man I’ve fantasized about for decades, and he wants to be here with me. If I don’t seize the moment now, when will I? I raise my head and meet his eyes. “Yes. I wanted to be prepared in case, by some miracle, this ever happened.” Gesturing vaguely, I include both of us and the bed. “I wanted it to be good. I want you to enjoy it.”

“Then, if it’s something you want to do, I won’t complain at all. Well, as long as you keep your teeth out of it.” He grins at me, and I chuckle.

“Okay. But if you have any pointers, let me know.”

He strokes my cheek. “Just do what you think will feel good. I’m sure it will.”

While I resettle between his legs, Erik props the pillows behind him and rests against the headboard, eyes locked on me. Tentatively, I brush my lips along the surprisingly soft blond hair of his thigh until his balls press against my jaw. His scent is thicker now and I turn my head and nuzzle into the crook of his thigh. “You smell so good.” I press my nose deeper until my lips brush against his balls. I try gently mouthing at his sack, nuzzling and darting my tongue out for a quick taste. Erik slips his fingers into my hair and moans softly.

Encouraged, I brush my lips up the length of his cock and wrap my hand around him, pulling back his foreskin. I wet my lips and suck him into my mouth, letting instinct and imagination take over. The groan he makes goes right to my balls and has me grinding against the bed. Fuck, that has to be the sexiest sound in the world, and I will never get tired of hearing it. I swirl my tongue around the crown, pressing the tip to the sensitive frenulum just under the head. Erik’s fingers tighten in my hair, and his legs move restlessly. “Yeah, fuck, baby, that feels so good.”

I hollow my cheeks and suck harder, sliding him in and out of my mouth as I grind my hips into the bed. His soft moans and low humming mix with grunts and deep inhalations, and it’s the most erotic sound I’ve ever heard. I flick my eyes up to his and almost forget what I’m doing. His beautiful blue eyes are half-lidded and his mouth is hanging open. He’s hot as fuck, and damn, I feel invincible.

Porn never prepared me for how powerful giving a blowjob feels.I’mdoing this to Erik. I’m making him writhe and moan. For one of the few times in my life, I’m truly in control, and fucking hell, I love it.

I tighten my grip, stroking his spit-slicked cock, taking him deeper into my mouth as my confidence grows. His moans get louder and the ache in my own cock is intense. “Oh my fucking god, Jules.” His fingers tighten in my hair, and I can tell he’s trying not to thrust. “Just like that, sweetheart. Fuck. That feels amazing.”

Jesus, I had no idea anything could feel this intense. I roll onto my side and reach between my legs to stroke myself, no longer able to resist. Erik groans, watching me for a moment before holding out his hand. “Come here.”

I let him slip from my mouth. “Was I terrible?”

“No. God, no, sweetheart. That was amazing. But it’s my turn to make you feel good, and I can’t do that if you’re way down there.”

Maybe he’s humoring me, but I don’t think so. Not when he’s looking at me like he’s starving and I’m a snack. I slowly crawl up his body and he follows me with his eyes, making me feel all kinds of sexy. What an incredible high. Everything about being with Erik is incredible.

He growls. “Quit teasing me, minx.” He hooks me under my arms and hauls me up the bed, tossing me onto my back and covering me with his naked body.

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