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Had Holden been about to tell me he loved me?More importantly, was Holden okay?Gone was the sweet boy I used to know, and in his place was someone I barely recognized.

After a few letters and one video chat, Holden had wormed his way back into my heart. He wanted there to be an us again, but would he break my heart if I let him back into my life? But hadn’t I already let him back in? I had a feeling Holden needed me more now than ever before, and whatever we were doing was going to get a lot harder before it ever got better.

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To:[email protected]

From:[email protected]

Subject: Thanks

Date: May 5, 2018 4:47 am

Prue,

Thank you! I got my package. You went well above what I asked for. Hell, you supplied the whole unit, and now they all love you. I’m constantly being harassed to show them a picture of you. Not in a million years am I going to share what you look like. Then you’ll have a squad of stalkers. Even if half of them are married.

I know you’re busy moving, but I had to write you after I got your package earlier to let you know I finally received it. I wanted you to know, I guess it takes even longer to get packages and for you not to worry. For the time being, I’m back sleeping and playing video games with the guys. One thing I’m not sharing is the food you sent. I’ve already eaten one of everything. Thank you again!

I hope the move goes well. Let me know when you get settled.

All the Best,

Holden

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To:[email protected]

From:[email protected]

Subject: You’re Welcome

Date: May 7, 2018 9:35 pm

Holden,

I’m finally finished moving. Well, I still have stuff to unpack, but the house is livable, and that’s what matters. I only have time on my hands, so I’m not rushing the process. I’m wiped out and about ready to head to bed in a few minutes, but I wanted to write you a quick message.

I’m glad you got your package. I knew that if you could, you’d give all your guys packages, so I only did what you would have done. I’m glad everyone is enjoying them. Who knew new socks were such a luxury? Certainly not me. I’m not sure how well-preserved the food I sent is since it took so long to get there. I guess candy bars don’t go bad that easily. If you want me to send you anything else that will make your time over there easier, please let me know. Up until the move, I’ve been getting kind of bored and lonely, so I was happy to have a mission. And happy to help you in any way that I can. I’m going to go look at a litter of puppies next weekend. By then, I should have pretty much everything unpacked, or so I hope.

Did I tell you that Alex is spending the whole summer in Hawaii? Luke is filming a movie there and asked her and Mason to join him. I’m a little jealous. I’ve always wanted to go.

Talk to you soon,

Prue

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PRUE

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I ran to my computer and hit video, plopping down on my bed.

“Hey,” I greeted Holden, slightly out of breath.

His answering smile was enough for me. It took some time, and I never found out what had Holden so upset, but it seemed he was finally out of his funk. It was nice getting to know him again. Much was the same, and he still didn’t want to talk about the things that weren’t. I wasn’t sure if it was because I’d gotten worried when he couldn’t contact me, and he didn’t want me to become more worried, or if he couldn’t talk about it. Either way, I wasn’t going to pressure him. If he ever wanted to talk, I would be there for him.