Page 43 of Secret Admirer

My Heaven.

My savior.

Coco.

Her nails scratch down my back as I thrust deep. With each stroke the base of my cock hits her clit making her breath speed up and clench around me.

Wrapping one arm around her waist, I plant my other hand on the wall and quicken my pace. Our slick bodies move in the most erotic dance of my life. I can’t help but stare down at her as I watch ecstasy take over her face. With each clench of her pussy, her eyes flutter shut, and she lets out the most seductive sounds ever slipped past one’s lips, driving me to push harder so I can hear more. I’m addicted.

“Bodhi,” Coco cries out, her back arching, legs and core clenching me to the point I can’t move. I don’t want to move. I only want to watch her fall over the edge as she milks my cock.

As Coco’s body melts into mine, I start to move again. Slowly this time. Savoring the feeling as each inch of my cock moves in and out. Coco starts to move with me, rotating her hips while her hands run up and down my back and into my hair. Licking up my neck, her fingers tangle into the long strands she left long on the top and pulls me down to meet her mouth in a fiery kiss. Our mouths collide, she takes over the kiss as I still deep inside of her as the most powerful orgasm I’ve ever felt consumes me. Burying my head in the crook of her neck, I groan as her tight heat squeezes me again wringing every last ounce of pleasure from my body.

When I know I can walk, I scoop her up into my arms. Walking us into her bedroom, I place Coco on her bed and follow in after her. She snuggles close as our limbs tangle together until we are one.

* * *

I roll my eyes for at least the tenth time as Dale—the security guy who was creeping on Coco the other day—looks for her as he moves through the house. I told him she was at work the first two times he asked about her whereabouts. When he didn’t believe me, I called her on the house phone and let him talk to her. Needless to say, I could tell he was disappointed he wouldn’t be able to see her and annoyed when I had to give him the news all the cameras had been ripped down and destroyed. Since it wasn’t my house, I didn’t comment on how unprofessional his actions seemed. Coco was more than happy to be charged for them to be installed. Maybe Coco should have went with a different security company.

Luckily the security company has a crew here to start on the wall. The wall, cameras, and the security room can’t come fast enough for me. Last night freaked me out knowing someone intentionally set out to destroy Coco’s property, and I can’t think of any other reason than to get to her. I’m thankful I was here. I don’t want to think about what might have happened if I hadn’t been or the possibilities in the future. I’m sure Coco is going to want me to go back to the shelter at some point. I know I can’t stay here indefinitely to protect her no matter how much I want to, and I know last night won’t be the last time something happens. That’s what scares me and has me on edge.

Josh walks into the kitchen which has been my hub for the day. It feels strange to be in Coco’s room without her, like I’m invading her privacy, and I don’t want any of the workers in her room either. I don’t watch TV except now with Coco, so I’ve been writing down ideas for art projects for the kids and a couple for myself when I have the money to buy supplies.

“Mr. Rivers,” Josh clears his throat looking uncomfortable, “Dale and I were talking, and we think it’s best if we wait to reinstall and add the other cameras to the far exterior of the property until after the wall is in case what happened last night happens again. We won’t proceed until Ms. Beckett gives the go ahead. We do plan to get the ones around the house up and running and tapped into the system so Miss Beckett will be able to access them.”

“That will be fine. Is it possible to put a rush job on the wall and gate?” I want Coco protected as soon as possible. My possessiveness and need to keep her safe grows every day.

“Concrete can only dry so fast, but I can add more men to the team. I get wanting to keep your woman safe so we’ll do everything we can to get the job done as soon as humanly possible without compromising the integrity of the job.” He pauses and looks me up and down as if to see if I’m up to Coco’s standards. I know he finds me lacking. They all do except for Coco. “Someone wants to get to her and bad.”

Like he needs to tell me that. He hasn’t been here when the security lights came on or there was a shadow out on the property. Who knows how long this person has been watching her and only now escalated into action?

“That’s why I need you to make this place safe as quickly as possible. After last night, I feel as if whoever this is, is going to step up their game.” I don’t attempt to hide the desperation in my voice. I’d do just about anything to keep Coco safe, even if that means begging these guys and making them think I’m not enough for her. I’d give up my own life if it meant she would be safe and unharmed.

“No doubt. Have you thought about taking her away from here until all the security is set up?”

I laugh humorlessly. “Of course, I have, and I tried to talk her into getting away, but she refused.” I grit my teeth thinking about it. “She’s afraid whoever this is will follow her.” I can’t believe I’m opening up to this guy, but it feels good to let my frustrations out.

With his hands on his hips, Josh looks me up and down. “Go with her and keep her safe.” He says it as if it’s as easy as that. If I had my own place, I’d take her there, but there’s no way I can take her to the shelter. First of all, I would never endanger the people there when most had already left dangerous situations and only now felt safe, and second, they wouldn’t let me even if I tried. I can’t afford to sneak her in. If they found her, I’d be fired and thrown out. Then what would I do?

How can I be the man I want to be for her if I lose what little I have?

I stand to my full height, towering over Josh, hoping he’ll drop it, but the smirk on his face says he knows I have no control or power in this relationship. “Like I said, she refused, but I’ll try again.”

Josh drops his hands and looks out the windows to the property with his brows furrowed. I don’t move as he looks deep in thought. About what, I’m not sure, but hopefully he has an idea to keep Coco safe.

“It’s too late to do it today, but we could put an electric fence system in place close to the house until the fence is finished. It wouldn’t be much, but it would be enough to give you peace of mind until the estate is secure.” He scratches the top of his head. “It could be rigged so that if anything touched it, the alarm would go off. I wouldn’t recommend it in other areas, but there shouldn’t be any weather that might damage it. What do you think?”

I think something is better than nothing.

“Sounds like a good plan until everything is up and running. Can you have it all in place by the end of the day tomorrow?”

“We can try.Ifsomeone or something hits the fence—or I should say wire because that’s what it will be—it will send a shock, but it won’t incapacitate anyone. Well,” he sways his head from side to side, “maybe a small animal, but if a person keeps coming after the shock, theywillbe close to the house.”

Right.

Close and able to attack.

But I’ll be here…or at least I hope will be and the alarm will be set.

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