Page 40 of I Found Love

“Don’t touch me and don’t call me that shit.” I spat. “You already don’ lost yo’ fuckin’ mind disrespectin’ my OG. Don’t piss me off even further.

She gasped. “I’m your mother, Sanchez.”

“You ain’t shit to me, bitch.” I looked her up and down, not giving a fuck that I was disrespecting her. She meant as much to me as any other fuckin’ stranger in this bitch. “You know, I wasn’t even gon’ say shit to yo’ worthless ass but fuck that. Audacity must be free somewhere because yo’ bum ass sure do got a lot of the shit.”

“Excuse me?” She frowned.

“You fuckin’ excused.” I frowned right back at her ass just as Brock walked up.

“You needed to see me, Boss?”

I nodded and pointed. “Slip this hoe out the back, G.”

“Hoe?” she spat. “Are you out of your mind, boy?!” She hollered and lost her fucking mind when she raised her hand like she was gon’ hit me.

I snatched her ass up so mothafuckin’ fast, tightly gripping her wrist to the point she was wincing and I could see the tears in her eyes. I was unmoved though. She hadn’t given a fuck about me all my life, so I damn sure shared the sentiments.

“I don’ warned you one too many times not to fuck with me, aight?” I gritted. “I’m not fuckin’ around with you. I know you came here with hopes that I’m some simp ass nigga that was gon’ welcome ya ass with open arms, but you got me fucked up. You nothin’ to me, and you mean even less than that, aight? You don’ skipped out on a nigga learning to walk, talk, tie his shoes, hoop, rap, even did a lil’ stintby my fuckin’ selfand now you want to show the fuck up?”

“Y—you don’t understand how it is being a mother!” She cried.

“That might be the one thing we got in common.” I spat, pushing her away roughly, not caring that had the sink not been there, she would have likely busted her ass.

“I did what I thought was best for you because I had no clue how to raise a baby! I was hopeless without your father; young, broke?—”

“Bullshit, man.” I shook my head. “Big Ma was broke too, but she still chose me. Still showed up every single day, even when I was a fuckin’ tyrant. She was there and yo’ ass wasn’t, so keep that same energy and take yo’ ass on.”

“I—I just wanted to see you.” She pleaded. “I’ve been following you and your success for a while.”

“You want a fuckin’ cookie or some shit?”

“N-no,” she stammered. “I know it’s been years and I wasn’t expecting a parade.” She hung her head and dropped her shoulders, but I was still unmoved. The only three females that could get any fucking emotions out of me weren’t in the fucking room. “I was just wanting to talk at the very least.”

“Well, you thirty-two years too fuckin’ late, G. I got no rap for yo’ ass. I know for a fact you expected to walk in here and find some broken little boy that was yearning for you and ya love, but you sadly mistaken. I’m a G. The biggest General you’ll ever meet. I don’t need closure or no shit like that—I need yo’ assgone before you find ya self wakin’ up dead,” I warned, removing my gun from my back. “Respect the life I built without yo’ ass and stay the fuck out of it.”

I was done talking so I motioned for Brock’s ass to get her. She stayed planted as he asked her to follow him, so he eventually had to physically remove her ass. I watched them until Brock disappeared out back before tucking my gun away and heading back.

When I made it to the table, I dropped a stack of money that I was sure would be enough to cover the bill then took Nai from Kenya’s lap and grabbed her hand, pulling her up from her chair.

“Wh—Baby, what are you doing?” She was looking between me and the table. “Sanchez…”

I remained quiet as I ushered her through the restaurant then out of the resort once we made it to the exit.

“Sanchez! You’re hurting me!” Kenya snapped, yanking her hand from mine. “Give me my baby.” She quickly took Nairobi from me. “What the hell is your problem?! You just dragged us away from our families!”

Feeling bad as fuck, I ran my hand down my face, then gently pulled them toward me and into my embrace. “My bad, baby. Fuck.” I huffed. “I didn’t mean to hurt you. You know I would never intentionally…”

“I know that,” she cut me off. “What happened? When you went to the restroom, you were fine.”

“I know. It was just—can we go back to your suite? We can get Nai bathed and talk.”

“The girls are coming,” she said. “We’re supposed to be?—”

“I know, love.” I did my best to smile. “I won’t take up a lot of your time.”

“That’s not it, and you know it.” Her pretty ass smiled. “It just seems like it’s a lot on your mind, so I want to us to have enough time alone.”

“We will.” I smiled then kissed her lips. “Come on.”

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