Preferred contact route: parking structure stairwell.
He knew everything.
He’d studied everything.
And yet…
He’d kissed me like I was precious.
Protected me like I was his whole world.
Held me like I was breakable—and worth breaking for.
I gripped the phone and finally croaked, “I have to call you back.”
“Zoe—what’s going on?! You sound—baby,please?—”
“Mama, please!” I snapped, my voice sharp and breaking. “I—just… I need a second, okay? I’ll call you back.”
I didn’t wait for her response.
I hung up.
My hands were shaking so badly I nearly dropped the phone trying to open his contact.
My Honey
I pressedCall.
It rang once. Twice.
My breath was coming fast now, like my lungs didn’t know how to function properly.
Three rings.
Four.
Straight to voicemail.
I tried again.
Voicemail.
Again.
Voicemail.
I stared down at the screen, heart racing, pulse hammering in my ears, until the tears finally broke loose and slid hot down my cheeks.
I wanted to believe this was some misunderstanding.
That there was some other reason.
Some deeper explanation.
But how do you explain a manila folder with a blueprint toendyou?
And why would he keep it?