I brushed my fingers over his light scruff. “Don’t you want to be inside me?”
Zach’s eyes darkened dangerously and I knew I had him. He wanted me; he just didn’t want to hurt me. “Maria–”
I pulled him down and brushed my lips against his. “Don’t you want to be my first?”
His mouth parted against mine and he was about to kiss me. But then he shook his head and pulled away, pushing off me and the bed. “I do. I just don’t think tonight–”
Frustrated, I pushed myself up on my elbows. My bra was ripped in two, hanging loosely from my shoulders and baring me open for him. “If you won’t do it, I will.”
His eyebrows raised in disbelief and he chuckled darkly, a cocky grin upturning his lips. Suddenly, he didn’t feel so unsure. Instead, he got back on the bed and leanedagainst the pillows, putting his hands behind his head for support. He was still hard, his erection standing up straight.
I narrowed my eyes at him but he remained silent, watching me with a smirk.He was calling my bluff.
I scoffed and pushed up to my knees, climbing on his lap. He didn’t attempt to grab my hips or guide me or help in any way. He just kept watching, knowing I couldn’t do it even if I tried.
But I wasn’t going to just give up. Regardless of Zach knowing my profession, he still saw me as breakable; which I wasn’t. And I needed to remind him that when I couldn’t find a way, I made one.
I hovered over his lap and just looked atitfor a moment. It was big. And it made me feel like it wasn’t going to fit, even if I knew my body would stretch for him. I gulped my fear down and wrapped my hand around his length, guiding it to my entrance. When it separated my folds, his abs tensed.
Placing my hands on his chest, I took a deep breath, tried my best to relax my muscles, and slowly lowered myself. As soon as I felt the pressure against me, I hissed and tensed. My cheeks flushed, yet I was determined to try again. But then Zach grabbed my hips and flipped us again.
“Hermosa… Let’s just sleep.” He caressed my face with his big hands. “We’ll see how you feel in the morning.” He leaned down to kiss me but after a quick peck, I pulled away.
“Zach…” My voice came out slightly whiny but I was too gone to care. “I told you I want to. I mean, I’mtwenty-oneyears old for God’s sake.”
Zach sighed and studied my face for a moment. “Are you sure?”
I held his face in my hands and pulled him down. “Please.” His nose brushed mine and our foreheads touched. “Just keep it missionary and slow this time, okay?”
He released an amused breath before closing the distance between us. His lips met mine hungrily as one of his hands went under my knee, pushing it up and folding it to my body. His other hand moved down my stomach, underneath my thong and in between my legs. He spread the wetness around before giving me a light slap which made me breathe in through my teeth.
He straightened to pull off my underwear, before towering over me. “Spread your legs and relax.” Zach separated my knees and pushed them to the mattress. He fell back on top of me, his hands next to my head, and his chain hanging from his neck. “Hold onto me.”
I immediately did as told. My legs were open and my knees were bent, the inside of my knees grazing my tits. I grabbed his shoulder from underneath his arm, and wrapped my other arm around his back as much as it would go. The head of his cock touched my entrance, but this time there was no anxiety or fear. I pressed my lips together and dug my long nails a little deeper into him.
A low groan rumbled in his chest when I met his eyes and he saw the want in them. His were so intense it made my cheeks grow pink.
“It will hurt at first.” I knew he was only stalling, giving me a second chance to change my mind.
Instead, my eyes warmed and a small smile curved on my lips. Zach was a dangerous man, but I’d never felt safer. “I know.”
CHAPTER 24
Present
HE LEANED DOWN, HIS LIPS meeting mine. I melted into him and relaxed completely. The pressure of him against me still felt intimidating, but this time there was a need to have him.
He pushed until the head of his cock was inside me and I gasped in his mouth. I felt weirdly full already and stretched like never before. My entrance burned, but not so much it was unbearable.
Zach continued to kiss me, forcing me to keep up with him as he didn’t move his hips again. When the uncomfortable sensation was gone and I was kissing him back with equal force, he pushed in deeper. I groaned against his lips as I started burning again. My channel felt imposed, and it was as if the more he slid in, the narrower I was.
My thighs began to tense and my body was unwillingly pushing him out. Zach’s hand brushed my cheek as small pants escaped me. “Relax,hermosa.” His mouth swallowed mine like before to get my mind off everything, but this time I couldn’t melt into him.
He noticed, and began murmuring obscene words in my ear while moving one of his hands between our bodies. “You’re so fucking tight, baby,” He rasped, gently biting my neck. “But you’re going to stretch for me. I promise.”
Small moans left my lips as his fingers softly rubbed me in circles, turning any pain into pleasure and getting me even more drenched around his cock. My body relaxed into his again and he pushed in slightly deeper.
I hissed before his words touched the corner of my mouth, helping me stretch. “It’s so hard to not sink into you right now.”