Page 81 of Feeling Blue

“Fuck her.”

“She’s going to keep popping up.”

“Fuck her.”

“You’re saying that now, but when I go back to California, you’re going to be down there with he.,” Forever’s small, slanted eyes squinted. “I won’t know what you’re doing while I’m away.”

“California? Who told you that you’re going back out there? You see that house I got in Miami? That’s where you live now. Gon’ head and tell your lil’ boss you out. You got to be where your man at, Rabbit.”

The subtle tittering was what he’d been hoping for. The grip of her hands around his wrists was an added extra, but he’d take it.

“You like the way it is? Or you wanna change shit around and decorate a lil’ bit? I already know you gon’ need a fancy ass home office and shit, so I’ll get that handled while you out in Cali getting your stuff to leave squared away.”

“Zurich…”

“Don’t Zurich me, Forever. You was on some big shit when I was locked up, but you been acting scary since I got home. You want me or not?”

Zurich loved Forever and wanted her more than he’d wanted anything in a long time, so he didn’t rush her answer; instead, he waited patiently for her to tell him what he alreadyknew. She was in just as deep as him, but because of her past, she was treading a little lighter. Something he could handle, but only if that thread was still headed in his direction.

“Of course, I want you, Blue-Blue.”

“Do you like my house?”

Her cheeks rose, and eyes closed. “I love your house.”

“You wanna live in it with me?”

She nodded while one hand fell from his hair to his neck, leaving the other on his cheek alone.

“I wanna come home to you like you said I could when I was locked up. Remember what you told me?”

Her head shook as her smile rose even higher. Blue knew she remembered but wanted to be shy, so he fell for her games and went for it anyway.

“You said once I finished putting in work on the block, you’d be at home waiting on me. You switching up on me, beautiful?”

With her chest weighed down a little more from her heavy breathing, Forever leaned forward, resting her forehead on his. Her tiny fingers gripped a handful of his long locs as she exhaled heavily. With her breath taking over his space, Blue hurried to inhale, wanting any and every part of her. No matter how big or small it was.

“Never.”

“Better not. Now, turn around and bend it over.”

Blushing harder than she’d done all day, Forever eased from his lap and turned so that she was on all fours. The moment she was steady, Blue gripped her tiny waist and pulled her backward so that she was directly in his face, awaiting his tongue. Already dripping with arousal, Blue pecked both of her small cheeks repeatedly before inserting a finger into her tunnel.

Growing higher by the second, he inhaled deeply before burying his face between her crevices. His mouth aligned with her sweet-sweet love, while his nose rested in the crease of her soft derriere.

“Feed it to me, bae,” he grunted with his tongue already swirling deep in her valley. “You smell so fucking good, damn. This pussy crazy.”

The high-pitched moan she released rocked her body so hard that he could see the goosebumps rising on her skin. Doing as she was told, Forever moved her body on his tongue, feeding him as much of her as she could fit into his mouth.

“Baby?”

“Blue-Blue,” she whimpered, making his toes curl.

Even if he’d never told her, he loved the way she called him Blue-Blue. Her voice was always so soft and sweet as if beckoning him to her.

“I want you to sit on my face every day before you leave the house… the way your pussy smelling make me wanna breathe it in every chance I get.”

“You already do that.” Forever turned just enough to grab the back of his head. With her body turned slightly, they were able to make eye contact, and it made Blue’s insides burn with desire.

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