Placing my hands on her hips, I lowered my body to the bed. I tenderly kissed each hip and left tiny love bites on them. Her breathing was heavy and irregular. She started to pant softly. Her fingers glided into my hair, and I felt her pulling lightly.

I loved this as it only made me want her more. Kissing just above her pussy, Zhen lifted her body and moaned loudly. She was so different than any other woman I had been with. Her body appeared to be in a heightened state of touch, which I found very satisfying.

Moving down, I dipped my tongue into her. She let out a cry of pleasure. Lifting my head, I looked up at her. Her eyes were filled with fire as she pulled my head back down. I was hers to command, I thought as I gave in and lowered my head again.

I licked slowly up and down between her pussy lips. She arched into my mouth as she took a couple of quick breaths. Sucking her pleasure spot into my mouth, I had to use my hands to keep her legs apart as they vice-gripped my head. Her moans grew louder and louder as I continued to suck.

Her nails dug into my shoulders as I dipped my tongue into her again. I loved her taste; she was so sweet. I suckedon her and then dipped my tongue back in a couple of times absorbing her moans of pleasure.

Feeling my dick exploding, I knew it was time to prepare. Looking up at her as I shifted a bit higher, I was pleased with the smile on her lips. Pushing one hand in under her ass, I started playing with my finger around the rim of her opening.

Inserting my finger slowly, I played in the opening of her pussy. Zhen moaned between hard and fast breaths. Pushing my finger in deeper turned her moaning into a cry of pain. I pulled my finger out and looked at it. There was a tiny speck of blood on the tip.

Shocked, I looked into her eyes searching for an explanation. She smiled shyly, turning her head to the side. Then it hit me like a bullet: she was still a virgin. But I needed confirmation. Placing my hand on her leg, I spoke softly. “Have you ever been with someone before?”

Zhen’s cheeks lit up instantly. They were glowing red like warning lights. She met my gaze and shook her head. Looking into her eyes, I felt so many emotions rush through me. I fought with the anger in me at the fact that I went so hard on her. I had regrets, yet I wanted her.

How could I have handled someone so innocent so hard? I knew it wasn’t good, but I wanted her even more. My desire for her was unbearable. But I was a man and would step back. My emotions raged, and I felt unsure of my actions for the first time in my life.

Chapter 10 - Zhenya

I could feel my face heating as I blushed. I felt slightly ashamed for not telling him before we started. Yet, I craved him and wanted him to be my first. Staring into his eyes, my desire and need for him intensified. I let my gaze drift over his body.

Looking straight at him again, I replied softly. “I am, but it’s not an issue.” The look on his face was one of horror. Akim pulled back. He sat up, turning his back on me. I took hold of his arm, fearing he might run for the hills.

I knew he wanted me. I could see the desire in his eyes every time we kissed. The bulge in his pants hadn’t gone down either, so he still wanted this. I couldn’t understand why being a virgin was such an issue.

He sighed deeply, glancing back at me. “I’m sorry for being so rough.”

“No, Akim,” I said, getting onto my knees and moving closer. “You didn’t do anything wrong.”

“Yes, I did,” he huffed, turning to me. “I was hard on you and that wasn’t right. Your first time should be special. You must save yourself for the person you love.”

“But what if I want it to be you?” I replied, placing my hand on his shoulder.

He shifted back. “No, it shouldn’t just be anyone who has turned you on. It’s an important part of a woman.”

Frowning at him, I couldn’t help but wonder what his problem was. Glancing down, I could see he was still turned on. Not wanting him to leave, I got up and sat on his lap, closing my legs around his waist.

Akim tried to protest, but I held tightly. “Akim,” I said softly. “It's mine to give, isn’t it, so it is my choice, right?”

He pulled my legs, trying to push me off. He was breathing slowly and deeply. I felt sure he was trying to calm himself. But I didn’t want him to calm down. I wanted him all worked up for me.

“Zhen,” he said, breathing out hard. “This isn’t a decision you should be making hastily or halfheartedly.”

He let go of my legs, placing his hands next to him. I could see he was frustrated as he clenched and released his hand. He was trying very hard to calm down.

I didn’t want to hear him speaking this way when he clearly wanted me as much as I wanted him. Knowing he was putting up such a fight made me crave him even more. Looking at the strain on his face, I realized I wanted him completely out of control.

Shifting on his lap, I wrapped my arms around his neck. Leaning in, I pulled him towards me. I could feel him pulling back, resisting me. I stopped pulling and fell towards him. He fell back onto the bed, and our lips met.

I moved quickly before he could change his mind. I slipped my hand down his chest to the treasure trove I actually wanted. My fingers wrapped around his still-hard cock. “Oh, baby,” I whispered, moving my hand in slow circles.

It was warm and heavy in my hand. I had never felt one before, but it felt good. I could see he was stunned and struggling to keep his focus. Leaning in, I kissed him again. But this time, I stuck my tongue into his mouth.

He tasted slightly like musk candy, which was intriguing. He was breathing heavily but had not moved. Moving my hand up a tad, I felt the tip and closed my fingers over it.

Akim sat up sharply as if someone had pushed a stick up his ass. I wanted to laugh, but there wasn’t any time as he stood up, holding me in his arms. He turned to the bed and gently flung me onto it.