Page 8 of Bossed Around By the Bratva

She moved closer as our lips danced in harmony. Pushing both my hands into her hair, I slid my tongue softly into her mouth. I was scared she might push me back, but she didn’t. She seemed to enjoy the moment as much as I was.

I felt her hands moving to my chest, and my heart stopped for a brief moment. Her touch was igniting my senses. I lowered my hands to her ass, gripping them tightly. Zhen breathed out hard into my mouth.

She was very tense and felt stiff in my arms. This was strange, as most women didn’t tense up when I touched them. Yet, most women didn’t work for me. I wondered if that had an impact on her. Pushing her back against the door, I carefully pushed her legs apart so I could move in closer.

My heart was beating rapidly. I could feel my dick waking up as it stirred in my pants. I slowly moved down her neck, leaving tender kisses as I went. Moving the fabric of her robe down her shoulder, I realized where we were heading. This wasn’t right. She is an employee.

Pulling back speedily, I looked at her. I could see the confusion in her eyes. Hell, I was baffled as well. This was goingto make things super awkward between us. But what was done was done.

Clearing my throat, I stepped back as I spoke. “Uhm…, so sorry. Good night.” I turned swiftly and left before she could say anything.

As I headed for my truck, I lightly touched my lips. I could still taste the lingering sweetness of hers. My body was screaming, aching, in fact, for me to turn back and take her. I have never wanted anyone as badly as I wanted her at that moment.

Shaking my head, I unlocked the door. I had to get this idea out. I had to get her out of my mind. Trying to think of having some fun, going to bars, and finding some release was harder now. Every time I tried, she popped into my head.

Getting back into my truck, I slammed my head into the steering wheel. What the hell had come over me? What was I doing? Sitting back, I inhaled deeply as I ran my fingers over my lips again. I couldn’t let this complicate things. I had to get a grip on the feelings surging through me.

I started my truck, but for some reason, I couldn’t get myself to move. Staring up at the condos, I noticed her lights going out. I just sat there staring, wondering if she was going to bed, had she gotten dressed yet, or was she sleeping in the nude?

Slapping myself, I reprimanded myself. “No,” I said out loud. “Get a grip, man!”

I started my truck and drove off, knowing I had to get away. Pulling up to my house, I felt agitated. Getting out, I slammed the door so hard it made a hollow metal sound. Taking hold of my head, I leaned forward against the truck.

I took several deep breaths and knew I had to calm down. If I couldn’t get a handle on these emotions, I was likely to break myself or someone else. Zhen was an employee. She was my PA, for fuck’s sake. Heading inside, I had a stiff drink, but even that didn’t seem to ease my thoughts.

I rolled around in my bed until dawn. Sleep was as elusive as the sun during a storm. Getting up, I took a cold shower and headed to the office.

Chapter 6 - Zhenya

I sat in my car for a bit as I tried to calm my mood. I felt like a hurricane this morning and couldn’t stop thinking about our kiss last night. Akim pulled away, though, I thought as I headed to the elevators.

That had to imply that he knew and agreed it was a bad decision, right? I glanced up at the elevator roof as the doors closed. Yes, he knew it was the worst idea ever, so he pulled back. I had to concentrate on my goals. Getting involved with him was the worst thing I could do if I wanted to build a career.

Stepping out onto the top floor, I grabbed the messages from the receptionist. I was angry at myself. How could I have given in so easily, forgetting my goal in the process?

Kissing him wouldn’t get me to my goal of turning things around and becoming his boss. It may well have the opposite effect and leave me the subordinate. Shaking my head as I entered the office, I knew I couldn’t afford to make any more mistakes.

Akim wasn’t in the office as we had an early meeting; he was waiting in the boardroom. I placed down my bag and grabbed the notes for the presentation before heading to the boardroom. Most of the members had already arrived.

I had some tea and spoke to a couple of them as we waited for the last ones to arrive. The last two members came in together. I waited for them to be seated before starting. Akim and I gave the presentation together, as usual.

We also had two back-to-back meetings following the presentation. Which I felt ended well, as we got two new projects lined up.

As soon as the meeting that followed the presentation was over, Akim headed back to his office. I walked with the investors and saw them out. Once I knew everyone had left and there would be no interruptions, I marched back to his office.

I was determined to clear up the mistaken kiss. Placing my hands on my hips, I stormed in. Stopping before his desk, I spoke in as calm a tone as I could muster. “Can you give me a minute?”

Akim rose from his desk, walked around to the filing cabinet, opened the drawer, and placed the paper he was holding in a file. I turned to watch him move. “Can’t you see I’m a little busy? Don’t you also have work to do?” he replied without even turning or looking at me.

“I have also been busy, overly busy. I have not even had time for a break. So, I am asking you to give me a minute of your time. Just listen to me!” I spat at him angrily.

He closed the drawer, turned slowly, and leaned back against the cabinet. Folding his arms across his chest, Akim sighed. “Okay, go ahead then,” he uttered.

Standing with my hands still on my hips, I spoke in a slow, clear tone. “I have been waiting to tell you that what happened between us meant nothing. It was a mistake that would not be repeated ever! Do you understand?”

Akim grinned, rubbed his chin, and shook his head lightly. “What happened? What are you talking about?” he asked.

“Oh, you know full well what I am talking about! Don’t come playing innocent or forgetful!” I huffed as he started walking towards me. His strides were slow but long. His eyes appeared to sparkle, and his grin made my stomach turn.

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