The pinkie touchlingers like heat on my skin, even hours later.
I shouldn’t feel this dazed. Not from something so small.
But it wasn’t small.
It was everything.
A promise. A tether. A warning.
I’m pacing my room now, phone in hand, the message thread open—just staring at his last text.
That was the best day of my life.
I type something. Delete it. Type again.
Finally, I send:
Me: [4:22 p.m.]
You never told me if you read the chapter I left open for you.
The one with the hot book boyfriend.
Who doesn’t always ask before he touches.
But she never wants him to stop.
The moment I hit send, my skin prickles with nervous energy.
Maybe I’ve said too much.
Or maybe... it’s time I stopped pretending I don’t want more.
The reply takes exactly six minutes.
Him [4:28 p.m.]
I read it.
Twice.
I liked it.
That’s it. That’s all he says. But it hits like a drumbeat low in my stomach.
God. He read it. He liked it.
And suddenly, I want him to know Imeantit—that chapter wasn’t left open by accident. That I’ve been testing boundaries because I want them broken. That I’ve been wondering what it would feel like if he finally stopped holding back.
So I walk to my nightstand, pull open the drawer.
Take out the lipstick I never wear.
And start writing a new note.
But this time, I won’t leave it on my pillow.
I’ll leave it onhiscoffee cup.