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“I meant what I said. One of the two of you needs to pop that cherry,” Ivan said. “I don’t want to hurt her too much. She’s so goddamn tiny.”

“Um, your dick isn’t that much bigger, baby brother,” I said, laughing.

“It should be you, Alek,” Ivan offered, his tone serious. I nodded in agreement.

Alek looked uneasy. “I think we need to allow her more time to process things with Marcel. As much as I want her, we need to take it slow. The last thing we want is for her to regret her decision. We need to know she completely understands what she’s asking for. We wait,” he added.

I nodded, trying to temper my desire for her.

“I still can’t believe she let you play with her in front of another man,” Ivan said, shaking his head.

“She was all into it. I was wary at first, given her history. I personally love that she’s testing the waters. I wonder how long it will take her to realize how much control she truly has.” I chuckled.

Chapter 43

Kinsley

A Counselor’s Suggestion

Contentment coursed through me tonight, and I didn’t even try to hide the stupid smile plastered on my face.

“Someone is in an exceptional mood this evening,” Alek remarked.

“Yes, the wonders of modern gadgets,” Nik said. My face flushed when I realized they were talking about me and what happened.

“Marcel mentioned today that we might not be properly taking care of you. He had a suggestion. Would you like to know what it was?” Alek asked.

“Marcel?” Confusion washed through me. We’d had a great session. I was getting closer to talking about the things that I knew were important.

“Yes, but first I’d like to ask you something. Who’s the boss around here?”

“Easy. You are. Well, not the boss of me, but the boss in general.” I looked at Alek with a smirk, noticing his furrowed brow.

“So, you think I’m the boss over this lot, huh? But not over you?” He twirled a piece of my hair in his hand.

The way he looked at me right then made me want to scream the wordfuckover and over until he threw me onto the table and accommodated me. Instead, I said, “I mean, you’re rather bossy to me, but no more than Ivan and Nik, so technically, I meant that I have three bosses.”

“Speaking of being the boss, your body is for our viewing pleasure only. Do you understand me?” he said.

“That’s not very fair. I mean, you look at women all the time and worse. In fact, I was informed thatAllisonis also your plaything. How is it fair that you get to play, but I can’t even show my breasts? It’s not like I wanted him to touch me or anything.”

My jealousy was showing, but I didn’t care. I didn’t want to think of them with her. She was everything I wasn’t. Tall, blond, beautiful, and with no baggage—Alisha 2.0.

I knew enough about them to know that they wouldn’t have hired her or agreed to train her without Marcel signing off.Lucky woman. Maybe I should askherhow to get clearance.

“Kinsley,” Alek warned.

“Alek.” I matched his tone and then added, “I thought you wanted a naughtier kitten. It felt rather naughty being watched.”

I stuck my tongue out at him; it was my truth. Having Sebastian watch us was so erotic. It absolutely turned me on, and I wasn’t about to say it didn’t, despite it shocking me. I would absolutely do it again. The thought made my pussy wet.

Alek glared until I sighed and conceded, “I understand, Sir. For your eyes only.” I winked at Nikolai, earning a deep belly laugh from him.

“You’re so bad,” he said, blowing a kiss my way.

“I’m curious, though. You were saying Marcel had a suggestion. Any idea when he might sign off and give me that stamp of approval? I’d hate to have to utter a four-letter word to get what I want.”

“He’ll sign off when you’re ready. And are you threatening manipulation again?”

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