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“I couldn’t help it,” she panted, trying to catch her breath.

A mirthless laugh trickled from my lips as I kissed the inside of her thigh. My fingers traced Alek’s mark he’d placed on her pussy. Her eyes shot open. “Don’t worry, you’ll end the evening with one from me too. Tell me something. Did you suck my brother’s cock last night?”

“Oh, did he not tell you all about it?” she asked playfully.

“We don’t discuss every last detail, weirdo.” I moved up her body. She flipped over on her stomach, crossing her legs at the ankle.

“Well, maybe next time you’d like to watch?”

“I think you’d like that a hell of a lot better than me, my little freak.”

She shrugged her shoulders and grinned. I turned on my side, running my hands down her ass. The creamy skin called to me. “I actually have a question for you.”

Her head was lying on the pillow, and she never looked more beautiful than right then. I almost hesitated to ask, but I had to.

“You give head like a pro. Where did you learn?” I asked, letting my fingers explore her rounded ass. Her gaze faltered, and she shut her eyes.

Chapter 62

Kinsley

Can’t Escape It

Of course he would want to talk about that. I had hoped he’d forgotten, but here it was, ruining our night. I wanted to scream in frustration. Just once, I’d like to not have to think about my shitty past. Just once, I’d like to feel normal. I sighed.

“Answer me.”

I shook my head.

“When I ask you a question, I expect an answer.” It came out like a gentle reminder. And I understood he was being patient, but all I wanted was to forget.

“I…No one. Please, if I didn’t please you, I can learn.”

“I didn’t say you didn’t please me. As I said, you suck dick like a goddamn pro. I want to know where you learned. You told Bash and me you’ve never done it before.”

“Please, don’t,” I whispered. Damn him for being the way he was.

“For fuck’s sake. You’re not in trouble for knowing how to give head. You’re pushing me, though, because I’m asking you a simple question. Your refusal to answer is what’s not pleasing.”

“Let it go.” My stubbornness set in like concrete drying in the summer sun.

“Not going to happen. Now talk.”

After several long minutes, he tried to gather me in his arms. Now he was going to try to sweet talk me into answering. Ha! And Marcel thought I was the manipulative one. I laughed harshly before turning over and then broke.

Having dreamed about this moment for so long, disappointment overwhelmed me, knocking me for a loop. I wanted nothing more than to have the intimate connection with Nik that I’d had last night with Alek. A deep sense of longing took hold of me. I craved the untamed affection that only he could give. But instead, a cascade of incessant questions greeted me.

“Baby girl, don’t.” He pulled me close once more.

“Just drop it. I don’t want to answer your stupid question.” The ache within me lingered, and my damned clit pulsed, taunting me with my desire for him.

He smacked my right ass cheek hard, igniting my anger. “Hey, what the hell was that for?” I turned toward him; he smacked my other ass cheek.

Normally, I loved it when he smacked my ass, but these hurt. They were absolutely corrective in nature.

“Your attitude. It’s completely unnecessary.”

“So are your stupid questions,” I blurted.

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