Page 32 of Doubts & Fears

The next one landed before I was prepared. My mind was focused on how embarrassed I was with my body exposed to all of them. “Three. Be easy.” I jerked. Every time he hit me, tiny jolts of electricity fired straight to my clit.

The temperature in the room skyrocketed with each touch, and I knew from my research that some women came when spanked. Would I be one of them?

“Four,” I yelped, panting. One more left.You can do this. My ass burned like someone had literally set it on fire, but his hands were softly caressing me in the most tantalizing way.

Goose bumps erupted across my arms when he pulled my legs back open. I must have clenched them together at some point. His hands did a slow crawl down my inner thighs before massaging them.

His name slipped from my lips as a soft moan. I tensed as his hand left me once more, and when it landed, I gasped. It was electric. The hit was strategically placed, and his hand engulfed my pussy, cupping it.

“Five,” I moaned, grinding myself shamelessly against his hand. Tears formed in my eyes.

“Little love, you did so well. Tell me what those were for, please.” Ivan leaned in and whispered sweet words in my ear as he smoothed the hair away from my face.

“For disobeying and leaving without permission, Sir,” I said, as his tender fingers brushed the tears away.

I’d never been spanked lying across someone. While it held notes of correction, a layer of unexpected intimacy lingered. The pain from Ivan’s hands on my flesh morphed into something pleasurable. And that was a first. Strange emotions welled up inside me.

“Good girl. Now Nik will give you five more. His are for disrespect.”

“Yes, Si-Sir,” I whimpered.

As I stood, I caught Nik’s gaze. Holy shit, the look was startling. Such amazing, electric eyes should be illegal. The hunger staring back was so deep I couldn’t look away. He pulled me into position across his lap, giving me a small reprieve.

I gulped; my heart hammered away inside my chest. I silently prayed that the level of intimacy would be similar and was startled when he pulled my legs apart. He leaned down and placed a small kiss on each of my ass cheeks. Then his hands were on the back of my knees and thighs. He massaged them gently, and I shivered. Yup, there it was, the intimacy I craved.

“I’ll try to temper myself, but I must warn you, your arousal is fucking life right now,” Nik said as his hands traced the curves of my ass. Confusion filled me.

What was happening? How was this my life? Last week I was an ordinary girl, going to work and minding my own business. The worst thing I had to think about was why Aleksandr wasn’t interested in me anymore. I just got spanked by the Blade, and now the Crow—

I was so lost in my thoughts that when Nik’s first swat landed, it was so painful I cried out. “Six. That hurts really bad,” I yelped.

“Pay attention. Where were you just now?” He kneaded the stinging flesh. I didn’t answer fast enough, so I was rewarded with another swat that made me tremble. “Answer,” he growled.

“Seven, Crow. I was questioning how this is my life right now. What is happening to me?”

“You’ve been a naughty girl. You disobeyed, were disrespectful, and your language needs work. Now I want you to pay attention to Daddy’s hands on your ass. Do you understand me, malyshka?”

“Yes, Sir,” I moaned as he slid his hand over and rubbed small circles on the back of my knees. I was ready and focused now. “Eight. Please, that hurts.” He wasn’t lying earlier when he said he hit harder than the Blade. I hadn’t felt Alek’s yet, but somehow, I knew it would still ring true.

“I know it does. Maybe you will think twice next time. Two more to go. Your ass is the loveliest shade of red. My brothers can’t take their eyes off you right now. It’s so beautiful. Look at me.”

I turned my head toward him. His eyes were dark with desire as he brought his hand down again. “Nine,” I called out, my clit throbbing.

“You’re doing so good. Daddy’s so proud of you.”

My heart flipped. He called himself my daddy. I didn’t imagine it.Shit, what have you gotten yourself into? I secretly hoped his last one would hit me—

“Ten,” I moaned as he gently hit my pussy, answering my prayer. I was so wet, there was no hiding it.

He let his fingers linger as he caressed between my legs. The resulting sting had me panting. Heat flooded my cheeks, and the tears started flowing. He pulled me from his lap, and the look of pure lust in his eyes shook me.

“Alek, you’d better do your five quick. Your little kitten here is close. She’s drenched.” He steadied me, and his hand brushed my ass as he pushed me toward Aleksandr.

I found myself over Alek’s knees, my legs shaking. When he spread my legs wide, he separated my lips and ran his fingers down me. He cupped my pussy and massaged it gently, feeling my wetness. I moaned in pleasure at the pressure of his fingers pushing against me.

“Fuck. My five are for your language.”

I could only whimper. Could this be any more embarrassing?

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