Page 3 of Omega's Refuge

He winced. “You said you forgave me. We need to put that in the past, babe. We have to. There’s no point in taking me back if you can’t forgive me.”

“I have forgiven you,” I said gruffly. “But forgetting is harder.”

“But it’s essential. We can’t move forward if you’re still pissed about what I did. I was weak and I strayed. I’ve said I’m sorry many times.”

“I know, but trust doesn’t just magically return. You really hurt me, Steve.”

“I know, babe,” he said quietly. “But if you won’t let it go, we won’t make it.”

He was right. That didn’t mean it was an easy thing to do, though. “I’m trying hard to forget, okay? I really am.”

“I hope so.” We drove in silence for a few moments, then he said softly, “Hey, Tanner.” He gave me a flirty smile.

“Yeah?” I said warily.

“How about I help you relax?”

I frowned. “How?”

He gave a husky laugh and slid his hand from my thigh to my crotch. “What better way to relax than sex?”

I stiffened and made a strangled sound as he stroked my dick through my jeans. “Sex? But… I’m… I’mdriving.”

“So?” He smirked. “I don’t mind if you don’t.”

My face warmed, but my dick hardened at his touch. “I don’t want to crash.”

“Tanner, come on, don’t be so uptight.” He squeezed my dick harder through my jeans. “You need to learn to let loose, babe. That’s one of my complaints about you. You have plenty of complaints about me, well one of mine toward you is you’re too damn uptight. You need to be more spontaneous.”

“But… I’mdriving,” I wheezed as his hand tightened on my dick. “We could crash and die.”

“We’re not going to die. You just focus on the road, and leave the rest to me.” As he spoke, he slowly unzipped my jeans.

“Jesus.” Sweat beaded above my lip as he reached inside and gently tugged my cock out of my underwear. “Steve, this… this is nuts. I don’t know about th… this.”

“Shhh.”

I groaned as he unhooked his seatbelt and lowered his head. When his warm mouth engulfed my dick, I groaned even louder. The one thing in our dysfunctional relationship that had always been pretty good was the sex. Maybe he was right. Maybe I needed to be more spontaneous. If he needed that, I should at least try not to be so uptight. I spread my thighs, panting as he sucked harder and harder.

Just let go and enjoy it.

“Feels good,” I mumbled, my eyes practically crossing from pleasure. “But if you keep that up, I’m probably going to drive off the road.”

He lifted his head, face flushed. “Then pull over. Then I can finish you, babe.”

Heart racing, I pumped the brakes and slowly steered toward the side of the road. My body was hot and tense as the car bumped over the uneven dirt, and rolled to a stop. “That was so d… dangerous,” I mumbled.

“So? Maybe I want a little danger in my life.” He smirked and went back to sucking.

“Shit. Shit. Shit.” I moaned, and threw the car into park. I couldn’t help thrusting upward into his hot mouth. I wasn’t one for public sex, but at the moment, I didn’t care anymore that we were in a car where someone might see us. I needed to feel like my alpha really wanted me. Me and no one else.

He took me deep, and my eyes rolled up in my head. I clutched at the vinyl seat as he licked the swollen tip, and ran his warm tongue down up the length before swallowing me fully again. I wiggled, and thrust into his mouth, gasping.

Running one hand through his long, brown curls, I bucked my hips in time with his slurping. He was putting in a lot more effort than usual, and it felt amazing. He had my cock deep down his tight throat, and his tongue was working me skillfully. His technique had improved so much, one might almost think he’d been taking lessons.

Or practicing on other omegas.

That thought put a damper on the moment. It was hard to get over the fact that he’d cheated on me multiple times. Knowing he’d probably done this and other things with other omegas hurt and pissed me off. I’d never once cheated on him, and it wasn’t like I hadn’t had the opportunity. I had what most referred to as boyish good looks: blond hair and blue eyes. I’d had plenty of offers to cheat, but I’d stayed loyal to Steve. That made his betrayal even more painful.

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