Page 39 of Second Shot

I know that telling Ryan not to feel guilty won’t work, so after about ten minutes of himpicking at his food, I get up and take my plate to the sink. He follows, and we do the dishes together in companionable silence. I’m hoping his quiet mood doesn’t mean he’s lost interest in sleeping with me tonight. I test the waters by closing the dishwasher and then turning to trap him against the counter.

His response to my touch is immediate. He shivers and leans into me, looking relieved. I kiss him and, judging by the desperate way he responds to my kiss, I suspect he was worried I’d lost interest in him after finding out he’d been a bully. Little does he know apparently nothing can quench my lust for him. Even him being myactualbully doesn’t stop me from craving more of him.

When my fingers graze the bare skin of his throat, he fucking shudders. His breath hitches, and he leans into me more, his chest pressing against mine. His cock is already straining against the fabric of his jeans, showing he’s aroused. “You still want me?” he asks softly, sounding uncertain.

“Are you fucking serious?” I rasp, nipping the skin of his throat. “I can’t wait to be inside you.”

“Okay, good.” There’s obvious relief in his voice.

I take his mouth hungrily, pushing my tongue between his lips. The kiss is fuckingsavage, all teeth, tongue, and desperation. He moans into my mouth, dragging me closer like he’s trying to fuse our bodies into one. I bite down on his bottom lip, and he lets out a guttural groan that sends a jolt of electricity straight to my dick.

“Fuck,” he whispers, voice ragged, breath hot against my skin. I keep him pinned against the counter, grinding my hips into his, the hard line of his cock pressing against mine. He gasps, eyes wide and glassy with need, his body trembling with anticipation.

I can’t wait much longer to have him at my mercy. I grab his ass, squeezing the firm muscle through the denim, and he lets out this broken whimper that makes my cock throb. “This is mine tonight,” I say.”

“Yeah, you can have anything you want,” he mumbles, pupils blown.

“In that case, get upstairs,” I growl, steering him towards the stairs, my hand never leaving his ass. He stumbles backward up the stairs, his eyes locked on mine, his chest heaving with every breath.

When we reach the bedroom, I shove him onto the soft mattress. He lands with a yelp, his eyes dark with lust. We strip quickly, our clothes hitting the floor in a messy pile. My eyes rake over his body, taking in every inch of him. The defined muscles of his chest and biceps, the trailof blond hair leading down to his cock, already hard and leaking pre-cum against his perfect abs.

I climb on the bed, lowering my head and licking that creamy pre-cum off his rippled abs. He pushes his fingers into my hair, watching me through slitted eyes. I lick and nip a trail down to his dick, inhaling his musky scent. “Fuck, you smell good,” I say, sucking at his swollen balls. He moans and spreads his thighs wider, body trembling.

“I’m sorry I was a piece of shit when I was a kid,” he mumbles. “Please don’t hate me, Gabe.”

“I don’t hate you, Ryan.” I climb slowly up his body, nipping and sucking every inch of him. He writhes and groans when my teeth scrape over his nipple. “In fact, I like you a whole lot.”

“Yeah?” he pants.

“Oh, yeah.” I smile up at him. “Can’t wait to fuck you. Can’t wait to comeinsideyou bare.”

He shudders. “Fuck, yes.”

I nip at his jaw, licking and sucking his stubbled skin. I can’t stop tasting him. It’s like I want to completely consume him. I kiss just beneath his ear, nibbling the lobe and tugging at it. He shivers as my hot breath wafts over his ear, and he arches into me.

He whimpers, “Just so you know, I promise, I’m not like that anymore.”

“Shhh. Stop it, Ryan. Put that shit out of your head.” I kiss him again, this time softer, more tender, but it doesn’t take long for the heat to build again. “This. Right now. That’s all that matters.”

“Okay.” His calloused hands roam over my body, his fingers dragging over my skin. He trails his hands down to my ass and he squeezes. I smile, liking that he seems a little braver now. At first, it was as if he was afraid to touch me. But now, his touch is firm. Possessive. I can sense the raw need simmering beneath the surface.

I bite his neck harder than before, sucking on the sensitive skin until he’s squirming under me, his cock twitching against my thigh. I rock my hips, dragging my dick over his. We both moan and stare into each other’s eyes. I don’t think I’ve ever wanted to fuck a man more. There’s just something about Ryan that makes me desperate to take him.

“I’ve wanted to do this for days,” I whisper against his mouth, my voice low and rough. “Wanted you under me,beggingfor it. You gonna beg for me to fuck you, Ryan?”

He shudders. “If I have to I will.” His eyes are so green, he looks feverish.

I grab his wrists, pinning them above his head, and he lets me, his body completely surrendering to me. He’s all muscle, so if he wanted free, he could get free. But instead, he lays like a little submissive lamb, looking up at me with lust drenched eyes. He’s at my mercy, and he loves it.

I release his wrists, reaching for the lube I keep under my pillow, I coat the fingers of one hand. Then I slip that hand between his ass cheeks and slowly begin teasing his puckered hole. He whimpers and spreads his thighs wider, sweat breaking out on his face.

I can tell he’s nervous, so I hold off penetrating him with my fingers. Instead, I gently rub the pad of my thumb lazily over his tight little hole, smearing cool lube, and trying to reassure him I won’t force anything on him.

“You’re tense,” I whisper, kissing him softly. “You sure you want to do this?”

He nods. “Fuck yeah. It’s just… been a while,” he says hoarsely. “Don’t let many people fuck me. You’re the first in a long time.”

“I’m flattered you’ll let me inside you.” I am too. I know this is a big deal for him. I didn’t at first, but I can see it is now. He trusts me and I want to keep it that way. I’ll make this so good, he won’t need this with anyone else.

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