Page 156 of Bliss & Her Idols

This is why millions of people buy Jin’s music, crush on him, and feel like he’s singing to them and them alone, as if he can see into their souls.

Except, right now, he’s singing to my pack alone.

Jin’s dark eyes behind his mask never leave mine.

He’s serenading us.

And I thought that it was Torin who liked to make big public romantic gestures. These two men make the perfect couple.

I know the moment that the other two realize the same as me, when Cricket and Torin squeeze my hand.

I’m smiling, humming along, swaying and swinging Cricket’s arm.

My heart is overloaded with love.

The story of the song hits hard.

It’s about a Beta, who is separated from the Alpha he’s loved since childhood, finally gaining a second chance with him and the Omegas who complete his pack.

Finally discovering his pack bonds.

Like all of Jin’s songs, it’s relatable.

It’s also a love confession.

I’m spellbound, caught between laughing and crying. I never dreamed that someone would write me such a beautiful song to prove their love.

At the same time, however, I know that Jin is also singing this in case it’s his goodbye.

Jin is smart enough to know the impact that the song will have on his fans around the world. If he’s torn away from his true pack bonds, or Torin is locked up, then his superfans will fight to the ends of the earth for us.

When Jin slides his long fingers teasingly up the microphone, I can’t look away. Sweat drips down the back of my neck, as I heat up.

Jin touches his lips to the top of the microphone like he’s kissing it. As he sings, he darts his tongue out to lick it.

Next to me, Torin inhales sharply.

Jin may as well be giving Torin and Cricket a blow job publicly in front of the entire world by the way that he’s playing with the microphone while eyefucking them.

He’d make an incredible resistance member with this performance.

It’s code, as much as the code that he hid in his letters.

On the final chorus, Jin swaggers down the stairs with full cocky bad boy attitude.

Yet the lyrics of his song are filled with agonizing, yearning love. They’re for the Idols, the pack that he’s desperate to match with.

He doesn’t look away from us for a single moment.

Suddenly, as if he can’t contain himself, Jin throws the microphone.

Startled, I step forward.

Is he okay?

What’s gone wrong?

Jin bounds down the final steps, tearing off his dragon mask and hurling it clattering to the floor.