Make It Something Decent
Kira
He told me we were going back to the Green Mansion, and we went. We had a full convoy.
He didn’t say much more than that. When I tried to speak to him, he ignored me. He just stared out the window, his clothes reeking of cigarette smoke, as his fingers twitched, tapping at his knee. He was like a coiled spring ready to snap.
“Eoghan, what is going on?” I asked, but he didn’t hear me at all. “What are we doing?”
I reached out and touched him, but he didn’t respond. He didn’t lean in or hold my hand. It was like he was in a trance, watching the landscape pass by.
When we got to the house, it was unusually dark. Almost everyone else was still at the Vasiliev’s.
He didn’t open my door for me, but walked right up to the porch and inside, not closing it behind him.
Kieran O’Malley had rushed to open my door, but I was already halfway out, almost slamming the door in the poor man’s face.
I followed, stumbling up the cobblestones, into the Tudor house. He hadn’t turned on any of the lights.
The foyer was eerily still in the darkness, the blood painting more menacing now that I knew its real origin. I shuddered but heard a rustling from inside Eoghan’s office. I went to the open door. I could see his shadow moving about, opening a drawer, then closing it again.
“Eoghan, what are you doing?” I pleaded as I flicked the light on. “Tell me what’s going on.”
He did nothing, but instead muttered something to himself as he uncorked a fancy-looking bottle of red wine. Next, he took a vial of powderedsomethingfrom somewhere on the shelves and poured it in. He put the cork back on, and shook the bottle, and I gritted my teeth, agitated that I was still being treated like a ghost.
“Eoghan!” I yelled.
But still, nothing.
Kieran, the driver, must have handed the keys over to someone else, because he walked in and stood at the door, his hands clasped behind his back; a silent sentry.
“What’s happening?” I askedhiminstead, because clearly my husband would give me no answers tonight.
Kieran’s lips pressed into a tight line, and he looked away from me, pretending he couldn’t see me.
For fuck’s sake.
Eoghan tossed the vial into a trash receptacle in a low drawer. The glass smashed inside it.
He forcefully slammed the drawer shut, but it stopped right before it could slam.
“Bloody Hell!” Eoghan yelled, tilting his head back, staring at the ceiling in aggravation.
He opened the door again, and I followed his gaze to a small, gray, little fuzzy thing.
“Fuck!” Eoghan’s shoulders drooped as he bent, pulling a napkin out of his pocket.
“It’s alright, lad,” he said to the red-eyed field mouse as it struggled for air. “It’s alright.”
I grimaced, stepping back, confused at what the hell I was seeing.
What the fuck was going on?
I looked at Kieran, who also looked sad. I couldn’t figure out why!
What the hell was going on? It was a mouse!
“I’m sorry, boy,” Eoghan crooned. The mouse’s neck was at an odd angle,itss feet twitching, its breathing hard and ragged.