Page 23 of Word to the Wise

But Carter knows I can only avoid working for so long, and he knew I’d see this at some point.

The knot tightens in my throat, my fingers hovering over the keys. I should select his name and delete the list because there’s nothing he can say that will make what he did up to me. Instead, like the sick masochist I am, I open the folder and start at the top.

From: [email protected]

To: [email protected]

You left? It was a small fight; you’re being ridiculous again.

I’m sorry, okay? She didn’t mean anything.

Where are you staying? I’ll come to get you.

I love you.

From: [email protected]

To: [email protected]

Come on, baby. Answer your email. You know I didn’t mean what I said. It was a rough day, but I can’t handle you not being here. It doesn’t feel right. Please come back to me.

I love you more than life. I need you, baby.

I’ll even go and talk to someone. Promise. It’ll get better.

From: [email protected]

To: [email protected]

You ran to your fucking brother? Are you kidding me?

You think that lowlife can keep you away from me?

What kind of game do you think you’re playing? They can’t keep me away. You’re it for me, babe.

Call me back. I’m sick of talking to your angry guard dog.

You know I love you. That piece of shit just doesn’t understand us. No one understands us.

But I get you. I love you. You know only I can give you what you need.

From: [email protected]

To: [email protected]

Seven days. I’m counting.

Call me.

From: [email protected]

To: [email protected]

After six years, this is what you do to me? You disappear. Did you ever even love me or was it all just a game you’ve been playing?

I loved you… I still love you, even if you’re ripping my heart from my chest just to fuck with me.

Come back, and we’ll talk about this. We’ll figure it out.

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