Page 14 of Whatever You Need

He was hard everywhere, and grinned when he caught me catching an eyeful. My body shuddered with excitement at what was about to happen.

He crawled on top of me like he couldn’t wait another second. His lips crashed to mine with desire and anticipation. I dug my fingers into his scalp, urging him on. Soft lips nibbled on my skin as his hands began their journey. He seemed to be taking his time, worshiping every inch of me. His hand brushed along my opening before dipping his finger inside. There was no question that he was paying attention to my sounds and movements. I got the impression that he was trying to give me exactly what I needed.

His finger moved in slow circles. “You are so ready for me,” he whispered, as he continued to search for my most sensitive spot. My core muscles clenched and I felt the blood rush to my ears. I wanted to remember everything about this night. His touch. His voice. The smell of his cologne. I wanted it all ingrained in my head. I never wanted to forget a single second.

Marco took his time, drawing pleasure from me in a way I’d never felt before. My breaths were heavy while I held on to his shoulders in a death grip. I came fast and quick, never experiencing anything so mind-blowing in my life.

He swallowed hard as his eyes stayed on mine. His gaze was unwavering and I was struggling with trying to make sense of what was happening. I couldn’t help but wonder what he was thinking.

I brought my hand up to cup his face. I could sense some type of struggle in his eyes as he peered down at me.

He brushed a piece of hair off my shoulder and rested his forehead against mine. The touch was intimate and soft and it confused me. “You are so unexpected.”

“Is that a good thing or a bad thing?”

“I haven’t decided yet.” His brought his mouth down to my nipple and swirled his tongue around the peak.

“I hope it’s a good thing.” I smiled, as his hands and mouth moved around my skin, heightening my arousal.

“I guess time will tell.” He teased me before moving over to my other nipple. “I’m going to make this a night that you’ll remember,” he promised as he positioned himself between my legs. Even though he was technically a stranger, I’d never felt so connected to anyone in my life.

I closed my eyes as he slowly eased himself inside. He was gentle at first before he grinded himself in deeper. I slid my hands down his back and lifted my hips to meet his. He groaned, moving into me, his thrusts grew hard and fast. His rhythm was controlled and measured as he filled me in a way no man ever has. All my nerve endings stirred back to life. Even though he just brought me to the brink a few minutes ago, I was ready to beg him for another release.

“You feel incredible,” he said on a ragged breath before lifting my leg up to get a better angle. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him closer. Everything about this moment was intensified. Sex has never felt this satisfying. Never in my life have I experienced so much pleasure and I knew I never would again. I curled my fingers into his back, my nails leaving marks along their path. The intensity hit without warning, shattering me as another orgasm tore through me.

Marco pinched his eyes shut as he barreled into me, chasing his own release. I couldn’t tear my gaze away from him as he thrust one last time.

His head fell against my neck, and I ran my hands through his sweaty hair. I stared up at the ceiling wishing that things were different and wondered what they would be like if they were.

“You are amazing.” He lowered his mouth to mine and kissed me sweet and slow.

We both laid there, neither one of us in a hurry to move. My chest rose and fell and I never felt more content in my life.

“I just need to…” His body went still. He jerked his head up to mine. His eyes were wide with panic. “I didn’t use anything. Fuck.” He climbed off of me so fast I didn’t even have time to blink.

“Marco.” He wouldn’t even meet my eyes. This was absolutely humiliating. “It’s okay. I’m on the pill.”

He looked down and studied me. “I don’t know what came over me. I’m always careful. I never lose control like that.”

I pulled the white sheet up over my naked chest. “I’d like to point out that I don’t do stuff like this either. Believe it or not, I’ve only ever had three partners up until you. And they were all men who I was in a relationship with. I don’t make a habit of sleeping around. So, unless you tell me I have a reason to be concerned, we’re good.”

His shoulders relaxed. “I have to get physicals all the time for work.” He scratched the back of his head and looked away. “I just had one last week.”

“Okay,” I said, still unsure how I felt about his reaction. He didn’t owe me anything but it still didn’t make me feel all that great. Talk about a mood killer.

“I’m going to go clean up. Be right back.” He seemed nervous and skeptical. Did he not believe me?

I threw my head back on the pillow. This was why I didn’t do stuff like this.

A few minutes later, Marco came back to bed and crawled in next to me. I rolled over, giving him space.

He brushed his thumb back and forth along my shoulder. “I’m sorry I freaked out.”

“It’s okay,” I said, even though my feelings still hurt from his comments.

“Talk to me, beautiful.” His voice was soft and tender, and it wasn’t helping my emotions, which were all over the place.

I leaned into his touch. “You’re going to think I’m stupid.”

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