Page 134 of Her Loyalty

"Na'.." He trailed off as I looked down at the floor.

"You really pregnant?" He asked, making his way over to me and I nodded slowly, looking up into his eyes.

His hard demeanor had now went soft as he said nothing else, grabbing my arm and sitting down at the edge of the bed.

"T.." He trailed off, looking into my eyes.

"You pregnant, ma?" He asked again seriously and I nodded slowly.

"How, baby?" He looked down, trying to think and I just couldn't get over the fact that he was calling me his baby again.

"Well we didn't use a condom that night, babe."

"Remember we were having sex in the car, you pulled it out but you never put it on."

"..and you didn't pull out of me either."

"Fuck." He stressed, nodding his head, remembering

"I meant to." He was all he said as he rubbed his hands over my knuckles.

"I meant to, T."

"Damn, I apologize." He apologized to me and I nodded, forgiving him. I didn't even care at this point, I wanted to have his baby but I also wanted him to be happy too.

"Damn." He continued to stress.

"I be slippin' up."

"This my second time slippin' up on you, ma." He expressed and I shrugged.

"It doesn't even matter how it happened anymore."

"The only thing that matters is what we're going to do because right now we're in the middle of a break up." I explained and he nodded slowly.

"Yeah.." He trailed off, sighing.

"And I'm confused." I admitted as he looked into my eyes.

"Me too, ma."

"Whatchu wan' do?" He asked and I just stood there looking confused.

"I really don't know. It all depends, Dominic."

"Are we going to try and make it work for the baby?" I asked hopeful and he just looked at me blankly.

"Because I really want to."

"Hol on, ma.." He trailed off, shaking his head.

"T, I ain't gon' only be witchu because you bout' to have a baby. That shit I said still stand, ma.." He furrowed his eyebrows.

"None of that shit change because of this information. Yeah, I wouldn't mind having a baby witchu but that don't mean we gon' be together because of it."

Feeling my sadness turning into anger, I snatched my hands away from him and began to cry while he watched me.

"You know what.."

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