Page 113 of Never To Suffer

“Mx. Beck. Non-binary,” Dani corrects him, no fear in her voice while I sit next to her, mouth dry and unable to form words.

I nod and the cop that hasn’t spoken yet holds the bag up. I stare at it, nodding again, but still unable to speak. What if they did find something? What if there are drugs still in my system?

“Apologies. One of our dogs got a little rough going through everyone’s things. He broke a pocket. You can file a complaintwith the department if you’d like. They’ll want pictures and other information, but for this, you’re probably better off pretending it never happened. They’ll likely string it out for a few months and—Shit, we just scared the piss out of you, didn’t we?”

I nod again, letting out the breath I’d been holding so long I almost suffocated.

“Well, anyway, you’re good to go.”

I wait until they’re back inside the door before I let myself fall back onto the stack of pallets. The flashing memories of the paranoia and the meltdowns I had over getting caught while living in Canada come flooding back. I never got caught, and that might be part of my problem. If I had, maybe it would have helped me sooner, or I’d still be sitting in jail. Who knows? But right now, my stress meter has maxed out, and my entire body trembles uncontrollably.

“Fuckers, seriously?” Dani yells, but they’re long gone by now and I’m covering my face with my hands, trying to get my breathing to steady, along with my heart rate. “I mean, they could have led with a heads up that everything’s fine.”

Marco’s phone buzzes. “Ah, our legal team arrived. Guessing that’s why they even bothered to come out and tell you at all. Looks like they’re shutting the raid down, and doors will open in fifteen. They’ve got LA Proper going second to last, and everyone will play shortened sets.”

“Okay, Scooby Gang,” Marco says loud enough to get Connor’s attention. “See you inside. Sorry about the shit show, Sky.”

“Connor! Get your disgusting tongue out of the groupie’s throat and let her breath through something other than her eyelids! We gotta go!” Noah barks, but I don’t register much of what’s going on around me.

“We’ll see you inside. Kill it up there, Beetle.” Xander kisses her cheek and squeezes my arm. His eyes tell me he wishes hecould climb up onto the pallet and reach me. After we watch them head back down the alley to the front, I watch Dani’s lips moving, but I can’t make out what she’s saying.She whispers to Marco, and he nods. Before I stand up to follow everyone inside, Dani stops me.

“I got us a little time to help you relax. You okay?”

“Not gonna lie. I think that just ran my last spoon through a garbage disposal. I’ll be okay, though. I can still play.”

She holds out her arms and I take them as she pretends to pull me off the pallet stack and to my feet, wrapping my arms around her. She holds me there for a while, her head resting over my heart as it struggles to slow down. When I glance down at her, there’s a familiar, wicked grin on her face.

“Oh, if you’re thinking what I’m guessing you’re thinking. Yes. Please.”

She winks and grabs my pants, pulling at the button and unzipping them quickly. Her hand snakes in, wrapping around me as she bites at my chest through my shirt. Her big doe eyes look up at me, eyelids fluttering. “Can I be your good girl, Skylar? Will you let me suck your big cock for you? Put me on my knees and make me choke on you.”

“Oh, you’re going to do more than that, pet. But for now, get on your knees, open your mouth, and play with your tits.” She lowers herself, pulling her shirt up so I can see she’s not wearing a bra, allowing the silver jewelry glistens in the dark. Her knees spread wide, and her mouth opens in anticipation. She’s so needy, starving for me. And I’m going to give her exactly what she needs.

Her tongue darts out like a lizard when I pull my cock out, running the tip over her lips. She’s moaning at the taste of me, so I grab a thick handful of hair and pull hard. “I never told you to do that, did I?”

“No, my love. I’m sorry.”

“You’re going to be.” I grin, pulling her up to her feet and dragging her further back in the lot to a short stack of road cases at the edge of the light’s reach. I shove her down onto the case with her shirt still pulled up, and when her perky little tits press against the cool steel, she squeaks and gasps. “You’re going to fulfill a fantasy of mine tonight, Dani. One I’ve been dreaming about since I watched you the first night.”

“Do anything you need to me, Skylar. Everything you want.”

There’s a snap as I rip her panties off, leaning over her, I tap her cheek, “Open up, we don’t need you making too much noise, do we?” I push her panties into her mouth, then flip her skirt up, exposing her glistening pussy. “Hands behind your back and don’t move them unless I say.”

Even in the dark I can see how wet she is, but I still slide one finger through her, from her clit all the way to her puckered asshole. If I had any lube, that’s exactly where I’d be going tonight, but I don’t, so we’ll go with Plan B. I crouch behind her, making the same swipe, but this time with my tongue, listening to the whimper and wine as I slip the tip of my tongue into her tight hole. I won’t fuck her ass right now, but I can sure as hell play with it. She pushes her hips back, wanting more. Spreading her cheeks wide, I spit on her puckered skin and push my finger in, relishing her gasps. I pump in and out of her, making her squirm and ball her hands into fists. My other hand teases her clit until it pulses for me. She’s so slick, three fingers slip into her with ease. I don’t even bother to take my rings off, letting her savor the warmth of my skin and the cold metal together until she’s writhing, hips bucking.

“Oh please! Oh please, don’t stop. Skylar, I can’t! I can’t!” she blubbers, pushing herself down on my fingers and begging to come. Crying out when I pull out of her and stand again.

“Quiet, pet. You have a choice to make,” I hum, pressing the head of my cock against her asshole. “Are you going to be a goodgirl and take everything I give you? Let me paint your cunt with my cum so it can drip down your shaking thighs on stage. Or are you going to be a brat, and I’ll bring you so close to the edge, you’ll forget every one of our songs?”

I pull the panties from her mouth as she shakes her head. “No! Oh, come on Sky! No, no, please?”

“It’s up to you. Think you can hold your legs together on stage so my cum stays inside you?” I flick her clit, and slide the tip of my cock through her wetness. “Or should I send you out there with ruined makeup and tear stains? No, can’t do that. You won’t be able to sing if I use your mouth.”

“I’ll be good, Skylar! Your perfect little toy. Please, just give me your cock!”

She thinks she knows what she wants, but I haven’t told her everything yet. I lean in, pressing into her entrance. “You should learn to listen better, pet. No matter what you chose, naughty or nice, you’re not coming before the show. Do you understand?”

“Skylar!” I push the panties back into her mouth and notch my cock against her dripping opening.

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