“Oh my,” I repeat.
“I’ll take that as a yes.” He lifts his hand and the glistening evidence of that amazing orgasm drips down his arm. “Josh? A taste?”
Josh licks Devin’s palm then sucks on his fingertips. “So good. So sweet.” The length of Devin’s fingers disappear into Josh’s mouth and I swear, dear god, I swear I can feel how he sucks on them in my womb. My breath catches and I can’t hold back a moan.
Devin strokes my cheek. “I think we’re turning her on again.”
Josh releases Devin’s fingers with a final, slow, twisting swipe of his tongue. “Not a bad idea. We chose this activity to start with. Shall we ask her what she wants next?”
I’d cross my arms and glare if I had any energy. “How about we don’t talk about her like she’s not here.”
“Sorry, darlin’. Devin and I would like to know what you’d like to do next. Or maybe the better question is, how you’d like to do it next.”
It’s not easy to focus while they’re both runningtheir hands over me, and each other. I do know what I want. What I’ve fantasized about, never imagining I have even the slightest chance of being with even one of these men. Now they’re both here and maybe dreams do come true.
“I want you both… inside me…” I take a breath. “At the same time.”
Devin jerks back and studies my face. “You mean like vaginal and oral?”
“No.” My smile feels shaky. “Although I reserve that option for another time.”
Josh stretches his body along mine, the contact warm and comforting. He feels like home. Toying with my nipple, he speaks to Devin. “It was bound to come into our play sooner or later.”
“Kendall, I’d love nothing more than sharing that intimacy with you. But we should go slow. Take time for you to become accustomed…”
“No. Now. I don’t want to wait. I understand the…logistics… I’ve, uh, touched myself there with a vibrator.” I wait for embarrassed heat to fill my face but that doesn’t happen. Maybe I really can ask and get exactly what I want. My voice is quiet and somehow that makes the words so much more important. “Joshwas my first.”
Devin’s eyes go wide and his gaze dances from me to Josh and back again.
“I want… need… you to be my first… there. And I want… need… Josh to be a part of that moment, too. Please don’t deny me, Devin. Give me what I desire.”
“Josh? Babe?”
“It’s your decision, love. Personally though, I’m leaning toward fulfilling our Keni’s wishes. We’ll go slow. Be careful. Use our words.”
Finally Devin nods and leans over me for a long, exploratory kiss. “I’ll be right back.”
I sit up to watch the play of muscles as he walks away from us. Josh snuggles close. “He’s got a great ass.”
My laugh eases some of the tension. “Oh, he sure does.”
Curling his finger under my chin, Josh turns my face so I’m looking at his serious expression. “This is important, darlin’. Communication and consent. You’ve consented to this type of play tonight. If you change your mind, get the least bit frightened or freaked out, we will stop. You have to communicate with us, and we will with you. Throughout the entire time. We’ll use colors.”
“I’m not totally naïve. I know how importantconsent is. I’ve read about using the colors of the stoplight.”
“Go on.”
“Green for everything is fine. Keep going. Yellow is slow down, or I’m not sure, or take it easy. Red is stop.”
“Very good. Will you use those words? Answer honestly when one of us asks?”
I know this is a non-negotiable condition to getting what I want. I wouldn’t have it any other way. This shows how much they really do care for me. Love me. As Devin returns, I grin and say, “Green light.”
Arching one eyebrow, Devin drops a pile of towels, a container that’s probably lube, and some condoms. “You’re sure?”
“The greenest. Uh, but we don’t need the condoms. Josh and I…”
“In this relationship, anal without condoms doesn’t happen. For any of us.” Devin crosses his arms and stares down at me. But his serious expression is partially hidden when I have to look past his beautiful, hard cock.