Page 14 of Misery In Me

Kill me now.

“Everything go good while I was gone.” I ask, trying to sound professional, but it comes out clipped, like I’m holding myself back from saying something else.

Think of anything else, Gage.

Shit; don’t look at her tits.

Too late.

Is she even wearing a bra?

I wonder if they would fill my hand...

Fuck, fuck, fuck.

“Yeah,” she says, looking down as she finishes preparing the bottle. “She’s just about ready for her morning feed. You didn’t have to rush back, though. You gonna take a shower?”

I don’t know why that simple suggestion makes my throat tighten, but it does.

I nod, trying to let go of the feeling. “Yep, I'll be down to say goodbye to her shortly.”

I turn to walk toward the stairs, but I can’t stop the thought from creeping in. She’s too damn close, and it’s already messing with my head. I shut the door to my room and head straight forthe bathroom. Turning the shower on full blast, I strip and stand under the spray. I don’t have time to waste, I need to be at HQ at 0800.Fuck it.I squeeze some body wash into my hand and start stroking. The images of Alejandra flood my thoughts, and my body takes over.

As I stand under the scorching hot water, my mind is a mess with desire at the front of everything. I can feel my body responding to the fantasy playing out in my head. My strokes become more frantic, my breathing ragged as I imagine myself buried deep inside her.

Would she beg me to fuck her, get on her knees for me and suck my cock? I bet her perfectly pouty lips would look so good wrapped around me.

I want to know what hides underneath her shirts.

The sound of my own moans and grunts is almost deafening, and for a moment, I’m worried that she might hear me. But the sheer intensity of my arousal quickly overrides the fear of being caught. I’m consumed by the thought of Alejandra’s soft skin, her gentle touch, and her sweet smile.

I pump myself harder and the water pounding against my skin seems to amplify the sensations coursing through my body. My balls are tight, my cock throbbing with need, and I know I’m on the edge of release.

God, I need this.

With my release right there, I hear a faint knock at the door. It’s soft, hesitant, and it makes me freeze. My heart skips a beat as I wonder if Alejandra might have heard me after all. The thought sends a shiver down my spine, and for a moment, I’m paralyzed with uncertainty.

I hold my breath, my hand still wrapped around my cock, as I wait for... something. Another knock, a voice, anything. But there’s only silence. I’m not sure if I’m relieved or disappointed.

Slowly, I let out a breath and tried to calm myself down. I tell myself it was just my imagination playing tricks on me, that Alejandra wouldn’t actually be standing outside my bathroom door in my bedroom. But the thought sends a thrill through me, and I feel my arousal spike again.

I almost want her to hear me.

I take a deep breath and try to focus on the sound of the water pounding against my skin. I need to finish what I started, but now my mind is racing with thoughts of Alejandra and what could have been if she had indeed heard me.

I stroke myself again and the images in my head become even more vivid. I imagine Alejandra standing outside my door, listening to me pleasure myself. The thought that she could be getting off on hearing me pulls me closer to release.

Just as I’m about to come, I hear the knock again. This time it’s louder, more insistent. I pause as I realize that someone is indeed standing outside my door.

“Shit... uh... yeah?” My voice is hesitant, unsure, projecting it over the sound of the shower going.

God, this is the worst edging of my life.

“Gage?” I could barely hear her soft voice over my heart thundering in my ears.

My mind goes blank as I realize Alejandraisstanding outside my door. And she’s talking to me while I’m still stroking myself under the shower.

I’m frozen in place, my hand still wrapped around my cock, as I try to process what’s happening. Alejandra’s voice is like a spark to gasoline, and I feel my arousal surge to new heights.

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