“Can I be possessive over you?”
Nodding, I swallowed dryly when he traced one finger along my crack, lube wetting my skin. I was caught between holding my breath until he penetrated me, and fucking panting for his finger.
“What if I don’t want you to fuck the other Alphas in the pack?”
“Then I won’t. You and Freya are my mates.”
“Have you fucked them already?” Nolan asked. “I don’t know what happened when Freya was in heat.”
His finger pressed to my hole. I groaned.
“No. I teased Caspian and taunted Shan. He choked me and I stroked his cock a few times, but I was fucking Freya and he wasn’t open to the idea of fooling around with me.”
The finger entered me and I tried to hold back my low whine. I couldn’t.
“If I want you to be mine alone, mine and Freya’s…”
“I’ll do whatever you fucking want, Nolan. No scent has ever tempted me as much as yours and Freya’s have. Would it be fun to fool around with the others? Yes. But I’ll bow to whatever you want of me and I’ll be yours in whatever way you need.”
He smiled and pulled his finger out, pushing it a bit further inside me the next time. “What if I want to fuck them, but I don’t want you to?”
An involuntary possessive growl left me. I tamped down the jealousy. “Whatever you want.”
“You don’t like that possibility, though.”
“I swear to the gods I’ll do whatever you want and I’ll do it happily. Once we’ve spent more time together, I’ll be less grumbly about sharing you. Right now I want to explore you alone and tease them with what they can’t have, and I want to find out everything about you before they do. All those primitive Alpha desires to show off my mate.”
Was I making sense? Maybe. I wasn’t sure how he was expecting me to make sense when he was taunting me with one thin finger probing my ass, slowly moving in and out.
“I want you to myself, too. Just for now,” he murmured. “The situations are purely hypothetical. I’d never ban you from making other connections.”
“You can if you want.”
“I don’t want to.”
It was a relief he didn’t, because I looked forward to plenty more taunting Shan and seducing Caspian as he grew more comfortable around me. I already knew Freya wouldn’t care. She enjoyed having her men loving each other, because it meant she had to deal with fewer emotions. Not her forte at all, and she still got plenty of attention for herself.
If she wasn’t fucking Shan and Cas while riding the high of mine and Nolan’s arousal, I’d be shocked.
“Do you want another finger?” Nolan asked, curling his one digit up to hit the spot that made me see stars.
“Oh fuck yes, please.”
He chuckled, pressing a second finger inside me. It gave me a pleasant stretch, but nothing like what I was growing more and more desperate for. His mouth on my cock gave me a short reprieve from pure desperation, my body tensing and relaxing alternatively with the twin stimulation. This time he sucked me down until he gagged, then pulled back and did it again. Every time he gagged, I tensed, my hole clenching on his fingers. He scissored them to stretch me a bit more, and I regretted telling him it had been a while, even though it was obvious considering how long I’d lived as a cat.
“Please fuck me,” I begged, keeping my hands off his head only because I knew I would pull his hair too hard and get punished for it.
Nolan popped off my cock, smirking. “Eager.”
“Please.Fucking angels, you’re killing me.”
“I kind of like it.”
I groaned, precum leaking onto my stomach when he probed my prostate. He was intentionally torturing me, and I fucking loved it. I also fucking hated it, but the love was winning out.
He kept me desperate for a few more minutes, my body wanting to come but not getting enough stimulation. When he pushed inside of me, I would have to squeeze the base of my cock to stop myself from coming prematurely.
Nolan didn’t give me a chance.