Page 118 of Our Little Dove

“Let it out, Fin,” Alex says in the most reassuring tone I have ever heard from her, but it does nothing to ease the utter helplessness I feel.

I close my eyes and sob, while fighting against the fabric and struggling to regulate my breathing. “Hurt me,” I manage between heavy breaths as tears continue to sting my eyes.

“Please.”

Kieran cocks his head as he considers my words. “Please, Kai,” I beg. I need to feel something other than the past.

They are breaking down my walls and I know they are trying to help me let go, but I’m not sure I know who I am without my defenses. What if it breaks me? What if it’s the only thing keeping me together? Who will I be when the last brick falls?

Kieran nods once as if hearing the thoughts screaming in my mind and he snatches my knife from Alex’s lace waistband as she sits beside me. She barely has time to react before Kieran has the blade kissing the skin on the side of my neck.

“Are you sure about this? Do you want to bleed for us?” he asks in a low tone.

Words catch in my throat but I manage a nod, already feeling slightly more in control of my emotions.

Kieran reaches out with his free hand and coils his fingers around my cock as he drags the blade down my chest, applying just enough pressure to leave a mark, but he doesn’t break the skin.

I grow harder as the stark contrasting sensations cloud my racing mind. His hand is so warm compared to the cold blade. “More. I need more,” I breathe.

He nods again. Alex leans closer and nips at my neck before whispering in my ear. “I’m proud of you, Fin.” Her words catch me completely off guard, and I turn to look at her. Even though her mask hides her features, I can sense the smile that hides beneath.

I feel a different kind of sob crawl up my throat, but before the first tear falls, Kieran applies more pressure and this time the knife splits my skin. I gasp at the sting and as soon as I lookdown at the fresh cut on my chest and see the blood, my eyes nearly roll back from the pleasure and relief it elicits.

My trauma and arousal twirl together like lovers dancing on the sharp edge ofmyblade.

“You’re going so well,Mo mhuirnín,” Kieran praises as he starts stroking my cock, tilting his head as he watches my expression through the lit eyes of the mask.

Pride and lust mix within me as I watch him slowly calm, and his panic turns into submission. His eyes are dark, and his chest rises and falls as I stroke him, enjoying the feel of his piercings gliding against my hand as I move.

“Wet his cock for me, Kai,” Alex moans beside Fintan as she lifts her legs and slips her thong off before she starts touching herself.

She looks amazing. Her mask accompanied by the pigtails, is a nice touch. I can’t wait for us to watch the footage later.

Removing my mask, I flash Fintan a wink before securing it on him. He seems more relaxed with his face covered, and that only makes my dick throb harder.

I lower myself between his legs and wrap my lips around him, eliciting a delicious groan from him, and he pulls on his restraints again.

I moan around him, bobbing up and down as he matches my movements by thrusting into my mouth. Alex circles her clit faster as she watches the two of us. As soon as I release his cock, it is glistening with saliva.

I straighten off the floor and grab Alex’s throat, forcing her to stand before me as I take her hand and pop her coated fingers into my mouth. “Hmm, delicious. Now fuck him for me, Dove,” I groan after sucking the arousal from her digits.

She whimpers in response, and I let out a dark chuckle. She still wants to act dominant, but we all know she becomes a kitten when either of us take control.

I lift her onto Fintan’s lap, bending down to line the tip of his cock up to her entrance and they moan in unison as she lowers onto him. Their hips match rhythmically as she starts to ride him, taking him deeper.

I grip onto her ass and squeeze, watching them carefully before I lean over and kiss Alex’s neck, nipping lightly as I whisper. “Take him to heaven, baby.”

She responds by moaning and moving faster as I take the mask off my darling and slip it on my face once again. Fintan watches us intently with dark eyes that sparkle with arousal despite his restraints and the panic earlier.

“You’re loving this, aren’t you?” Alex asks, her voice low and laced with lust. I love how she can see through him so easily. My lips tilt into a smile behind my mask before I nod in agreement. “I’d say so.”

Alex releases another loud moan as she leans over and lifts her mask to capture Fintan’s mouth in a bruising kiss that lasts for what seems like forever before she pulls away with a satisfied hum.

“Hmm… I think it’s my turn,” I growl as I pick up Fintan’s knife from the cushion beside them and walk around to the back of the couch, freezing for a moment as I catch a glimpse of the three of us on the TV screen.

We look so fucking good together.

I move the blade to tip Alex’s chin up to meet my gaze. “Don’t come, little Dove. Not until I tell you to,” I instruct before she covers her face again.

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