The terrain grows more treacherous as I climb. I welcome the challenge, focusing on each step, each handhold—anything to keep my mind from wandering back to her.
My legs tremble with exertion as I force myself onward, higher and higher. The camp grows small below me, the figures of my men little more than specks.
Still, I push on. The muscles in my thighs burn, but I welcome the pain. It’s something tangible to focus on.
The wind picks up, carrying with it the scent of wild herbs. For a moment, it reminds me of her, and I grit my teeth, forcing the thought away.
I pause, chest heaving, and look out over the camp below. From up here, it looks so insignificant. But I know it’s much more than that. Those warriors represent keeping a city from teetering on the edge of destruction.
Those men, my people—they are the reason I’m here. I don’t have time for a distraction.
And yet...
The desire to kiss Everly lingers.
I push on, climbing higher and higher. The slope grows steeper, more treacherous. One misstep could send me tumbling down the hillside.
Maybe that’s what I need. A real threat, a true challenge to focus my mind.
But even as I think it, I know it’s not true. Because nomatter how high I climb, no matter how much I exhaust myself, I can’t escape the truth.
I want to kiss her.
Chapter
Twenty-Six
EVERLY
I knowI should be cleaning pots. Morwen probably even expects it of me, but I cannot bring myself to leave the tent. Not after the way I humiliated myself in front of Cenric.
Did I actually thank him for not kissing me?
I groan and bury my face against my hands.
Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.
Why did I have to say that to him? As if he’d ever want to kiss me…
I roll onto my stomach, burying my face in my pillow. Maybe if I suffocate myself, I won’t have to see him again.
No, that’s dramatic. But still...
A whoosh of air rustles the tent flaps, and I bolt upright, my heart leaping into my throat. Hawke materializes out of thin air, his form solidifying from a swirling gust of wind.
I open and close my mouth, the words lostagainst my tongue.
One second, there is nothing but empty space. The next, there he stands, all golden-eyed and smirking.
“How did you—” I sputter, then clamp my mouth shut as realization hits me. Only someone from the Calcite tribe has air magic. “You’re not Bloodstone. You’re Calcite!”
His smirk widens. “Clever girl.”
I want to smack that smug look right off his face. Instead, I settle for narrowing my eyes. “What are you doing here? Are you trying to get us both killed?”
Hawke shrugs, dismissing my fear with a wave of his hand. “Calm down. No one saw me enter.”
“If you’re Calcite, why are you here in Bloodstone territory?”