“Are you ready for me, Em? I can’t wait any longer. I need to feel this perfect cunt wrapped around my dick,” he growls, hovering over me. I can feel the head of his cock as he slides it through my wet folds.
“You’re the only one I've done this with. I’m still of birth control too, if you want?—”
“If I want to take you bare just like the first time I made you mine?” He grips my chin, eyes darkening. I nod my head. There's a strange gleam in his eyes before he pulls me in for a hard, bruising, dirty kiss, the motion pushing the head of his dick inside me. We both gasp at the feeling.
His forehead drops to mine, both of his hands flattening onto the bed next to my head. “There’s no going back once we do this, Emmarys. I need you to know that. No running, no second-guessing how right this is. You’re mine, permanently, forever.”
His words are like a brand on my heart, and I feel protected, owned, loved, even if his words hold a scary edge to them.
“I want this, I want you,” I tell him, my leg curving up and around his hip, pushing him farther inside me.
I whimper at the fullness, the way it's better than I remembered. He is so fucking big inside me. Pleasure sparks all along my skin, my pussy squeezes him tightly, my hips meeting each thrust.
“Fuck, Em,” he groans. “I don’t think I can last long. I’ll make it up to you the next time, I promise.”
A giggle escapes my lips and my hands hold his face. “I’m close already. You feel too amazing inside me.”
“Shit.” He thrusts deeper, his motions becoming frantic. “You don’t know what you do to me. So fucking perfect. Perfect little cunt for my big dick.”
“Yes, Hawke.” I grind down on him, clutching his body in my hands. His head tilts back, his jaw tight. “Come with me.”
At my words, his eyes snap back down to mine. I can see his teeth clench while he slams forward again, sinking deep. His muscles flex under my fingertips, the room fills with the sounds of my cries and his groans. I come, hard, painfully, my body waking up and embracing exactly what she has been missing.
“Fuck, Em,” Hawke rasps, his eyes closing, his mouth taking mine while he moans, driving into me hard as his hot cum fills me.
We’re both breathing hard, bodies slick with sweat, and I can feel his cum dripping from my opening and onto my thighs. I don’t move though, lost in the glow and the feel of this man. Hawke’s face nuzzles into my neck, and I feel his small panting breaths.
“You’re fucking amazing.”
My head twists to the side and our lips touch in a gentle kiss. He rolls us over, taking his weight off me, so we’re eye to eye with him still inside me.
“I missed you.”
He nods, his fingers running over my cheeks and down my chin. “You’re all I thought about. Every waking minute was spent planning to get back to you.”
“Hawke—”
“I love you, Emmarys,” he rasps, his arms pulling me closer. “I love you so much.”
Tears spring to my eyes, and he’s there quickly to wipe them away. It's on the tip of my tongue to tell him how I feel, but he covers my mouth with his hand before I can.
“Don’t give me the words yet. I need to prove myself to you more. Just don’t forget that this is how I feel. How I have always felt, even when I was gone.”
He tucks my head under his jaw and soon the soothing sounds of his heart beating against my ear and the lull of his breathing relax me. We fall asleep wrapped together, connected, finally where we were always meant to be.
hawke
. . .
Wakingup with Emmarys after years of dreaming about it feels even better than anything I could have imagined. Waking up with my dick inside her was another level of ownership I didn’t know I needed, making her even more mine. I had taken her once more in the night, slowly, making love to her, holding her, until we were both a sweaty stuck together mess. She fell asleep again right after, and I hadn’t wanted to move either. I would stay inside her all day if I could. My alarm has other ideas though, and when I reach over to tap my phone, turning it off, Emmarys’s eyes pop open.
“What time is it?”
“Four,” I tell her, pressing a kiss to her temple. “I have to get ready for practice but then I can drop you off at your place on my way. You can get some more sleep before your morning class.”
She nods and snuggles deeper into my pillow. “Okay, maybe just a few more minutes of sleep then.”
I laugh lightly before shifting, not looking forward to the next part where I have to pull away and out of her body. “Sorry, sweets.”