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“Hawke, you are a star quarterback for a D1 college. You’re handsome and you know...” She waves her hand over my body with her brows raised, and my lips quirk up. “You’re you. How do you expect me to believe that after being surrounded by gorgeous college girls that I’m the most perfect woman you’ve ever been with.”
Her words take on a different meaning this time and judging by the blush staining her cheeks I’m guessing right. My gut clenches and I feel anger simmer in my veins. I did this. I caused her lack of faith in me.
“Have you fucked anyone else since I left, sugar?” My words aren’t yelled but low enough to cause goosebumps over her skin. She shakes her head no. “Have you wanted to?”
“No,” she answers and her eyes flash. Good, sweetness, give me your anger, take it out on me.
“What makes you think I have? I want you, and only you. This was always supposed to be ours,” I tell her, catching her face between my palms. “If you trust me enough to give yourself to me, know that I’m doing the same.”
I can practically hear her heart beating in her chest, calling out to me. There hasn’t been anyone for me except for Emmarys Lawson in years. Have girls tried, absolutely. Do my brother and my best friend wish I was more into partying, hell yes. They don’t understand why I don’t mind being a virgin during my freshman year of college, or my obsession with the girl I was forced to leave back in Crimson Bay and I can’t explain it to them. She is everything to me, she holds my soul in her hands. It's always been her. This was always supposed to be ours. She is worth the wait, no matter how long it takes.
Emmarys leans in, touching her lips to mine, and I act before she has the chance to think again. Without breaking the kiss, my arms band around her, twisting, and bringing her body down to the mattress while I move above her. Our hands work betweenus to unbutton my dress shirt and get my tie off. All while I continue kissing her, plundering her mouth with my tongue, until my chest is bare and pressing against her naked skin. I groan at the contact, my eyes snapping open, eating up every inch of her.
“I want you so much. You’re all mine.” I practically growl while sliding my hand up her inner thighs, my thumbs grazing the edge of her underwear. Her eyes lock on mine, her teeth bite into her bottom lip as I slowly tug her panties down her legs and throw them toward the end of the bed.
“I need to get you ready for me, sweets,” I warn her, and without giving her more time to think I push her thighs apart, my finger parting her pussy gently. She moans before I delve into her, finally tasting her again. I savor her taste, my tongue and my lips explore, and reacquaint themselves with her pussy. My mouth closes over her clit at the same time my fingers slowly push in and out of her, stretching her to take my cock. Emmarys’s hips rock toward my face, her hands tangling in my hair while she pants my name breathlessly.
My body tenses, needing this from her. I need her to come undone for me. My tongue dips inside of her deeper, coaxing her open, before I swirl my thumb around her clit and press right where I know she needs it.
“Hawke.” My name is a strangled moan on her lips, her body tensing then shattering under me. I don’t let up, my tongue continuing its gentle rhythm while her muscles flutter around me with her release. Only when her legs stop shaking and fall to the side do I kiss my way up her body, crawling over her. My eyes are heavy-lidded as I glance down at her, loving the blush across her chest and the way she breathes heavily. Her eyes are bright and shining as they watch me. Slowly, she raises her hand to my face and her thumb swipes over my bottom lip before she brings it to her own mouth. Her tongue darts out and she tastes herself.The sight sends a dizzying rush of pleasure and I feel high while I watch her, my dick getting harder.
Emmarys’s eyes move down my body to where I know she can see the bulge in my pants. “My turn,” she tells me, her hands moving to the button on my dress pants before she pushes them all the way off, pressing me back into the mattress this time, while her body settles over mine. “Can I taste you too?”
Words escape me but at least there’s some blood left in my brain to nod my head yes to her question. I watch with hooded eyes while she lowers herself down my body, one of her hands gripping my upper thigh while the other slides along my shaft. The muscles in my stomach bunch when she leans over and tentatively moves along the seam of the head, licking up the bead of precum that just appeared. Her hair brushes against my skin when she finally takes the head into her mouth, sucking me down as deep as she can.
My vision blacks out and pleasure skates down my spine. “Please, Emmarys,” I breathe out, my fingers clutching the sheets. My arms tense and my chest tightens as I figure out how to breathe with the girl of my dreams on top of me, swallowing my cock down like her favorite treat. I missed this, I missed her, and how she learned all the things I liked when we dated. Even better, she remembers them. Her hands move along my length as a moan tears from my lips. My hands tangle in her hair until I can’t take it anymore. I need to be inside her.
“Sweetheart,” I rasp, shifting so I slide out of her mouth. “I need you; I need you to come with me.”
I grasp her face and kiss her hard before rolling us back so I’m hovering over her once again. Keeping my eyes locked on hers, I slowly slid my cock through her wet pussy. I might not have any experience with what happens next but thank fuck for romance books that I might have snuck out of the library and the occasional Google search. I might be a virgin but when it cametime for me to be with Emmarys I didn’t want to be a fumbling one. I need this experience to be perfect for her so I repeat the same motion, and this time she whimpers and her cheeks flush.
“I’m on birth control,” she blurts out and for some reason my heart pinches in disappointment. I get it, we’re young. Now is not the time to lock us both into a future with a baby, but it sure would make things harder for my family to tear us apart.
“I’m obviously clean, too,” she adds and my eyes soften.
I lean down and kiss her gently this time, my forearms settling on either side of her head, completely covering her with my body. Taking my time, I kiss her cheeks, her chin, her jaw, and along her neck. Her arms wrap around my waist and her nails dig into my back, urging my body closer to hers until I’m fully on top of her.
I make sure to run my hands all over her body, memorizing the feel of it against my palms, stroking her stomach, and her pretty tits. “I already promised you that you’re my first too. I’m clean, and I’d never risk anything that could hurt you.”
My hand guides the head of my cock to her opening, barely pushing the tip inside, letting her get used to it. Her legs open wider, and her chest presses up against mine while she holds onto me.
“Hawke,” she whimpers my name and I push in a little more, feeling her getting wetter around me.
“You’re so sweet, Em,” I murmur to her, my voice sounding slightly gravelly. “You feel so fucking good.”
She clutches my back as I go deeper, my hand reaching between us to circle her clit, lightly. Her eyes widen and I thrust a little deeper, praising everything about her and how she feels. Tears gather in her eyes and she whimpers again.
“Just a little more, sweetheart. You can take it,” I add soothingly before thrusting in one final time, filling her completely, becoming part of her.
Emmarys's head tilts back, and her hips press up against mine. The moment is not lost on me or the enormity of this situation. All her firsts have been mine just like mine have been hers. She is mine and I plan to never let her go. “You’re perfect,” I tell her, grasping her chin between my fingers so her eyes meet mine. “You were made for me, Emmarys,” I groan and begin rocking my hips back and forth slowly, creating a buildup of pleasure.
“Please, don’t stop,” she whispers and I take her lips with mine.
“Never.” I push up onto my knees and slam forward, sinking in as deep as I can. She cries out, meeting me thrust for thrust. I can feel my spine tingling and I know I won’t last much longer. Not this first time, not with the girl I’ve been dreaming about for years under me, watching me with warmth and love in her eyes, while her silky, hot pussy sucks me deeper. My thumb moves back to her clit, stroking her with enough pressure that she moans loudly, and her legs hitch up my sides. I can’t hold back any longer, thrusting in and out of her sweet heat, until the room is filled with her cries and my groans, until her back bows off the sheets, and her nails dig into my back as she comes.
“Oh fuck yes, Hawke,” she moans one last time.
Seeing her come is the best thing I’ve ever witnessed, a sight that will be ingrained in my mind and imprinted on my soul forever. “I love you, Em. I love you so much, sweetheart,” I rasp suddenly as my own release happens, tightening my muscles, and blinding me with pleasure. I swear my eyes roll back and my jaw locks. Holy fuck. That is the best feeling ever, my cock twitching and filling her with my cum.
