I swallowed hard. "No, I want to do it. God, I want to do it, but is it okay if I have a few fits and starts?"
Axel grinned, and the rest of the world dropped away. "Of course, it is. Damn, you're the sexiest man on earth, Quinn. You know that, don't you?"
"My boyfriend says I am, and who am I to argue?"
He reached down into the sleeping bag and pushed his shorts down. His thick cock pressed into my body and nestled against the tented fabric of my shorts.
I gripped both sides of Axel's face and kissed him hard while he hooked his fingers into my waistband. Seconds later, we were both naked from the waist down.
"I've got to," I whispered against his lips. With one hand, I reached down and found Axel's thick cock. I traced the veiny shaft with a fingertip and moaned. "Oops, sorry—too loud."
Axel grinned at me, and we both laughed. Next, he rustled around to find his duffel. He was prepared and brought protection.
"You can touch me anywhere, Quinn. My body is yours." The words meant something to him. Axel blinked his eyes to fight back tears.
While he sheathed his cock with the condom he found in his bag, I ran my hands over his body. Unlike when we'd cuddled on the couch, I hadn't stuck with only his chest and arms. I reached around and squeezed his muscular ass before running two fingers down his ass crack.
"Secret for you," he whispered in my ear. "I'm versatile."
I laughed nervously. "I think I am, too."
Axel's touch was reverent as he started to explore my body again with his hands. He gently urged me to roll over and face away while his thick cock found a home between my ass cheeks.
"Oh, God…" I moaned.
"Everything okay?" Axel asked.
"Yeah, good, amazing. Fuck…don't know if I can wait."
He took his time when he lined up his head and took the first thrusts. With one hand reaching around to caress my cheek, he gauged my reactions.
When his cock first entered me, the stretch and burn were intense. I gasped and dug my fingers into the floor of the tent.
"Breathe, Quinn. Don't forget. I've got you." Axel wrapped both arms tightly around me and began to push a little further inside.
I focused on the sound of his voice and the warmth of his skin against mine. Gradually, the discomfort faded into pleasure. We began to move together and synced up to a shared rhythm.
"Damn, Quinn, your body. I can't believe…oh, fuck, I'm your first."
He placed his chin on my shoulder and pushed his cheek against mine, picking up on the thrusting motion. I heard the rhythmic slap of skin against skin.
As Axel pushed us closer to the edge, a sense of completeness crashed over me. I was where I belonged, in Axel's arms, with our hearts beating as one.
He came first, grunting loudly and fighting an instinct to yell out. My orgasm swept over me seconds later. I held my own hand over my mouth to muffle my howls.
Afterward, we lay with our sweaty bodies entwined. Axel unzipped the sleeping bag to let the night air cool us. He kissed me softly and ran his fingers through my air.
"How's it feel, first-timer?" He grinned from ear to ear.
I smiled and felt like the luckiest man on earth. "It's amazing. I might be a little sore, but it will be the best because it'll make me think of you."
Axel chuckled. "We'll have to build up your stamina. There are more ways to be an athlete than playing hockey." He nibbled playfully at my earlobe.
"Will you be my coach?" I asked.
"Of course, and seriously, I'm honored that you trusted me. I think you always remember your first, and you picked me to be that guy."
"I couldn't have chosen better. I love you."