“You are so beautiful,” he traced the other nipple with his tongue, humming in pleasure when it tightened for him. “You deserve to be worshiped,” he bit down lightly and I gave a quiet gasp. His hand moved to the clasp on the front of my pants and he glanced up at me for approval before undoing it and sliding the zipper down. Ryan palmed my pussy through the white lace of my panties, holding my hips still with his other hand as I tried to relieve the tension myself. “Can I taste you?” he asked, kneeling down so his lips were a hairsbreadth from the white lace, his warm breath leaving me throbbing. “Let me fuck you the way you should be fucked, the way you need it, Jamie.”
I whimpered as one finger traced the outline of me through the material. “Yes,” I gasped and he dipped his hand inside my panties, stroking softly, going deliberately slow as if he couldn’t see how ready for him I was.
“Has anyone ever fucked you as good as I do?” He murmured, pressing down hard on my clit until I saw stars before easing up and tugging my trousers down my legs, nudging me to step out of them. He stood and backed me up against his desk, nudging my legs apart from where I’d squeezed them together in an attempt to give myself a fraction of the relief I needed.
Ryan tugged his sweatpants down and fisted his hard length and my mouth watered as I watched him, wanting to drag my tongue along the underside and make him scream. He smirked as he got on his knees again, looking up at me, but didn’t let up as he worked himself, leaning in to press a long, hot kiss to my pussy.
“I asked you a question, Jamie,” he let the words brush against my clit with his tongue and I couldn’t breathe as he sucked it into his mouth with a groan of pleasure. My eyes darted down to his lap where his hand slowly pumped his cock and a drop of moisture began to leak down his head. I watched it, mesmerized, until his tongue slid inside me and I called his name. “Still waiting…”
“No,” I panted as my thighs shook, “nobody fucks me as good as you do, Ry.”
He gave anMmmof satisfaction and then his mouth was on me again, tongue lathing against my clit and a finger slowly sliding through my wetness to find purchase deep inside me. I reached for the back of his head, stomach muscles contracting as he suctioned with his mouth and destroyed me with his tongue while I moaned his name.
Ryan pulled away for a moment, eyes glazed with lust as his hand moved faster on himself and suddenly I knew what I wanted. He read it on my face and nodded, “Whatever you want, you’re in control.”
The last vestiges of panic from the meeting faded away with his words and I pressed him back so I could move away from the desk. “Lay back,” I said softly and he obeyed, watching me from the floor as I walked over to him and straddled his lap. He watched me, blue eyes burning and mouth still wet from between my legs.
“Are you going to ride me?” he asked, voice throaty and I felt his cock twitch against my leg. I considered him, the way he looked beneath me, taut muscles of his chest rippling as he held himself still. I shrugged off my shirt but left on the bra as I stood back up and moved over him, settling down so that my legs were spread over his face instead. He smirked and anticipation had the cool air feeling sensual against my dampness.
I sat on his face slowly and Ryan enthusiastically licked me, pressing his tongue into me deeply until I writhed over him, unable to stop myself from grinding down as he brought me to the edge of an orgasm. His moans of enjoyment had me panting as they tickled the sensitized skin and I pushed away before I could come, the slickness of my pussy as it rubbed against itself sending little vibrations of pleasure through me as I moved back and slid down onto his cock in one motion. Ryan moaned my name as I rode him, slamming myself down over and over until all I could do was rock my hips frantically against him.
He pulled me forward so I could rest against his chest as he took over, driving into me until my orgasm crashed over me unexpectedly, leaving me gasping as I tightened around him and felt climax take him too.
I couldn’t move, my muscles felt like jelly and my breathing was slow as we lay there on the floor, our bodies slick with sweat.
“Thank you,” I whispered, my mind was finally quiet. Ryan ran a hand up and down my spine and pressed a kiss to my head.
“Are you ready to talk about it now?” he asked and I felt like maybe I was.
CHAPTERTWENTY-ONE
AS THE WORLD CAVES IN - SARAH COTHRAN, WUKI
There wassomething about the energy at a football game that reminded me of being on stage. The lights, the sounds, the electricity in the air as the players charged around. I had no idea what the rules were, mostly I just cheered whenever I saw Ryan – much to the irritation of Aaron in his number thirteen jersey. He’d never invited me to a game and I’d never asked to come to one, I’d never really cared much about sports but Kat sat on my left with her face painted in deep purple stripes reflecting the school colors as she yelled and pumped her fists.
I’d leaned over and asked her what was happening and she’d shrugged with a broad grin on her face, thrust a fist into the air and declared, “I have no idea! I’m just happy to be here!” It turned out Kat had never been to a game before either. Liv had stayed home to study and I missed her, it felt like she’d been pulling away from me over the past week and I couldn’t work out why.
“Kat, do you think Liv’s okay? Like, have you noticed anything weird?” I winced as a large cheer went out and almost obscured the words. Kat threw me a quick look before darting her eyes back to the game.
“Weird like how?” Kat bit her lip and I watched her intently. She was the worst secret keeper and if I hadn’t known better, I’d have thought that maybe she knew something I didn’t.
“I don’t know, she just hasn’t wanted to hang out with me much recently and every time I get home she’s in her room… we used to have dinner together at least once a week but now I’m lucky if I even see her that often. I mean, it’s a Saturday night and she decided to study.”
“Oh,” Kat wrung her hands and then immediately dropped them when she saw me notice, “well, maybe she’s PMSing.”
I eyed her doubtfully, “Is there something you want to tell me?”
“Nope, can’t think of anything at all,” she said cheerfully and then gave another loud cheer, cutting off any other protests I might have made. She was definitely hiding something and I felt hurt settle onto me like a familiar second skin. I had finally found some friends who weren’t massive d-bags and they were being… I wasn’t sure ifshadywas the right word, but it definitely didn’t feel good.
Kat’s shoulders sagged and her bright green eyes swam with tears as she spun around to face me abruptly, “Okay, fine, you got it out of me.”
I blinked, the weight in my chest easing slightly. Maybe they didn’t all hate me if she was willing to dish?
“She’s into you.”
I stared at her, “What? Who is?”
“Liv,” Kat said, fingers squeezing tightly together as she watched me.