Page 79 of Forgotten Desires

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CARSON

To do this tonight is like a goddamn miracle, and the fact that she just said those words has my insides in knots.

I’ve loved her more than I’ve ever loved any woman.

I’ve wanted her more than I’ve ever coveted anything.

And she’s here, in my arms, in her bed, asking me to make love to her. We reach for each other, bringing our lips together, and I kiss her deeply.

She tastes like happiness and heaven. My hands move down her back and over her perfect ass.

Her body arches into mine and the feel of our skin against each other is consuming every part of me.

She breaks away from my mouth, letting out a soft moan as I rock against her. My cock slides against the heat of her cunt.

“Crew,” she pants. “Please.”

“Please what?”

Her eyes find mine, her long red hair pulled over her shoulder. “Take me, please. I need you inside of me.”

Like a rubber band that’s been pulled too tight, I snap. I’ve wanted this, her, for so fucking long.

I lift up, pushing her so she’s on her back, and I climb over her. “You’re sure?”

“Yes.”

I fucking love that word right now.

“Condom?” I ask so I can find it.

Her eyes widen. “Oh my God, I don’t have any. I haven’t . . . needed it.”

“Fuck.”

“Crew, I have an IUD and I’ve been tested. I trust you—if you want.”

She’s telling me I can make love to her without a barrier and thinks I won’t want it. “I get tested every year for work. If you’re sure . . .”

“I’m sure.”

Dear God, I am never going to be the same after this.

Her legs move farther apart, cradling me to fit right where she wants me. It’s been a long time for her, and I need her to be fully primed. I reach between us to find she’s already drenched. My thumb finds her clit, rubbing it and alternating the pressure. “You’re so wet for me,” I murmur against her ear, and she moans softly. “That’s it, baby, just let me make you feel good.”

I keep doing that and then slip a finger into her pussy. Her walls tighten around me, and I have to keep myself from taking her now. I rub her clit and then finger her before adding another finger.

Brynn’s nails dig into my shoulders. “Crew, please.”

“Not yet. I want you closer.”

“I’m so close,” she whimpers and I grin.

“Closer.” I finger her deeper and her legs open even more. I use my cock this time, rubbing her clit.

She arches her back, moving her hips as I slide my entire dick against her as though I was inside her, moving, and she pants.

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