He started bucking wildly and Roux chuckled. So that was how she’d get him to do things, just call herself his and he turned into a possessive beast.
She approved of this feminine manipulation. She always thought men were controlled by their dicks, but maybe her Tad needed owning words. God, how sexy was that?
She went in for the kiss. Needing it. Wanting to swallow his taste when she flew apart again. But he landed her on her back with a surprise omph. It didn’t stop his hips from shunting down and impaling her over and over until her mouth opened on a silent scream, coming with his name rattling through her head.
“I’m close.” He panted as his movements became less regulated.
Push after push, he brought himself off using her body. The harder he fucked her, the more her world spun. Roux could only muster the energy to band her arms around his massive back, hold on and take the hard pounding, until he grunted at last and let her take all his weight.
“Fuck, baby. You make me crazy.”
“Yeah? I was crazy first because that felt fantastic.”
His chuckle was hot and sweet at the same time, especially when he lifted his head and those green eyes were lit bright with arousal.
“Now we got that out of the way,” she chuckled and slapped his shoulder, “listen, baby. I don’t wanna use condoms.”
“Well, we didn’t. Wish granted,” she teased.
Tad settled between her legs, so he wasn’t putting all his bulk on her, brushed her hair from her face and kissed her again. “It means something to me. I never not used them in the past, baby. I want you to know this now. Right from my first fuck. I always knew the only time I wanted nothing between, was with the woman I wanted to be with for life.”
Her breathing accelerated and then her heart slowed to a lazy thump-thump.
Was he talking long term as in forever with her?
“You catching what I’m saying, baby?”
“Yeah, yeah. I hear you. I’m fine with no condoms, Tad. The pill regulates me. Oh, shit, that reminds me.” She managed to slide out from under him, much to Tad’s groaning dismay and she padded naked over to her bag where she foraged for her purse and the little packet inside. She swallowed the pill without water.
“Come back here,” he’d moved to the edge of the bed and pulled her to his lap when she was close, burying a hand in her hair. “It’s always been you, Roux. So, fucking you. Since the second you rammed my truck.”
“You backed into me!”
“Sure, Cookie. I backed my stationary truck into you.”
“Finally, you admit it,” she chuckled and fingered through his just fucked hair, making him grunt. He was such a tactile biker. Tad was especially ticklish on the river-deep V grooves on his torso. Mm, she had lovely memories of licking them one at a time. Her eyelids lowered and she nuzzled his lips.
“You knew even when you rammed me off the road that you wanted to not use condoms with me?” She teased to hear him laugh.
“Maybe not that second but I was caught, baby. Caught up in you immediately.”
Her heart pounded a thunderous beat, she was sure he felt it too.
It was rare that Roux felt tongue-tied, but his confession left her breathless to say the least.
“Been that way ever since.”
Oh, he wasn’t done making her heart go nuts.
How was she going to survive a man like Tad if he did these sweet things a lot?
The thing with secret affairs, as sparse as theirs had been, it never afforded them sweet moments like this. And she regretted every second that they’d missed.
Would he have been this sweet and open from the beginning had their relationship had a normal chance at growing? She’d bet her last penny he would. He’d been charming as hell that first day too.
“Tad. You’re making me feel funny,”
He grinned, slow and sexy. “Good funny?”