THREE WEEKS LATER
3
EMILY
My fingers hover over the send button for what has to be the millionth time.
Hey, Cole. It’s Emily. (The ‘not’ a lot lizard from weeks ago)
No, no.
I delete it and try again.
Still alive? That makes one of us.
Delete.
I don’t know why, but… I honestly can’t stop thinking about you.
Hard no.
I shut down my text messages altogether.
I’m sure that a guy like him has met plenty of other girls in the three weeks since we met and has options stacked like poker chips.
I toss my phone into my bag, pissed at myself for even trying. Then I turn off the dryer at the laundromat and stuff my clothes into a bag.
Tucking the wash card into my pocket, I lug the bag over my shoulder and head across the street to my shared motel room.
The moment I near our door, the scent of waffles and coffee smacks me in the face, which can only mean one thing:
We’re moving... again.
I groan and unlock the door, coming face-to-face with a scene I know all too well.
My mom is setting up our Waffle House order on the desk that doubles as our dining table. She’s even placed a treat on the TV stand for me: chocolate strawberries.
That’s always the “please don’t hate me” cherry on top.
I join her at the table, saying nothing.
“You haven’t brought up Sean to me in a while,” she says. “Did something happen between you two?”
“He showed me his awful true colors. It’s over.”
“Aw, well, hon, he seemed like a really nice guy to me. Don’t write him off after one bad date, if that’s what you’re saying.”
I take a gulp of coffee to stop myself from elaborating.
“I have a surprise for us!” She clasps her hands together. “Guess what?”
“We’re getting a puppy.”
“Ha! No. Try again.”
“We’re getting a new car?”
“Oh, Emily.” She laughs harder. “We’re moving!” She jumps up and does a little dance, like this is the first—and not the sixteenth—time we’ve moved in the last four years.