It’s best said… in person.
Are you serious?
Very.
Okay, well… do you or do you not live in the country?
Yes, but I’m still in the city until tomorrow.
I can meet today.
All right, where?
I think about my apartment. I don’t feel comfortable taking him there. There’s Akira’s place, but I want to talk to him alone.I’m at the museum right now, I text back.
Right now?
Too busy?
Which museum?he asks.
MFA—465 Huntington Ave, Boston, MA 02115.
Then comes his reply:See you soon.
Eleven
“If a man devotes himself to art, much evil is avoided that happens otherwise if one is idle.” – Albrecht Dürer
Somehow, I end up in the musical instruments section, my mind busy with all the questions I have for Hoyt.I need information.That’s what I’m doing. My invite has a purpose. I have a reason. I tell myself.
The collection includes flutes, whistles, panpipes, and other instruments spanning from ancient times to the late twentieth century.
I stop to study a cane flute with six finger holes. Its surface is covered in engravings of a battle. I wish I could hear its sound. Moving on, I find another cane instrument—a nineteenth-century Spanish panpipe, held together by strings. Apparently, I’m drawn to music whenever I need an escape from my feelings.
When I reach the wooden drums, my heart begins to beat in rhythm. An English bass drum, adorned with white and blue ensigns, sits next to a mallet.
I check my phone—Hoyt will be here any minute. The rhythmic drumroll continues to beat in my chest until he arrives.
Hoyt seems a little out of place in the museum—he moves slowly, as if worried he might break something if he’s not careful. He’s dressed in jeans, a plaid button-down, and a corduroy jacket.His hair is tied in a man bun. He looks a bit wild in this city environment.
“Have you been here before?” I ask when he finds me in the sculpture gallery. I’m eyeing a sarcophagus adorned with relief carvings from the Hellenistic period when he walks over.
“First time,” he replies, slipping his hands into his pockets.
“Not an art fan?” I ask, trying not to let his... scent distract me.Is that cologne?
“Can’t say that I am. I grew up in the country. You?”
“I grew up here.” I gesture to the museum.
“Like your parents work here or something?”
“No, but we came here a lot.”
I detect something citrusy mixed with musk. I shake my head to distract myself.
“And you still come often?” he asks.