I gasp as he nips my breast before moving the fabric aside to suck my nipple into his mouth. Once it’s plump, he gives the same attention to my other nipple. At this point, I’m panting for breath. He goes to move lower, but I grab his head and bring his lips to mine.
“I need you in me, right now. I need this.”
He gives me a cocky grin but doesn’t respond. Instead, he pulls off the rest of my clothes before putting a condom on himself. As he climbs back on top of me, I lean up to kiss him. He obliges by devouring my mouth with his as if he cannot taste me enough. Once we are both thoroughly out of breath, he pulls back, lining himself up to enter me. He meets my gaze once he’s fully inside, stretching me.
The open look on his face as he continues to stare at me makes me catch my breath. Staring back at me is a man who is no longer afraid to show me his true feelings.
“You’re always so tight and wet for me. Fuck.”
“Fuck me.”
I say the words, but inside, I know this moment is different. As he begins to thrust into me in a slow, rhythmic pace, I feel this is more than just fucking. This has to be what they mean when they say “making love.” His eyes don’t leave mine as he continues to press into me, bringing me higher and higher.
“You’re so fucking gorgeous.” Sterling continues, “The sexiest woman I have ever laid eyes on.”
His words only intensify the feelings swelling inside. Sterling has never been the type to whisper sweet nothings during sex. Filthy, dirty words? Yes. Never sweet. I can feel myself falling over that edge. With the swell of emotions, along with the electricity flowing through my body, I scream, “I love you too!”
I make out his whispered “Fuck” but don’t think anything of it as my body quivers with my release.
As I start to come down, Sterling taps my hip. “Turn over, V.”
I don’t question him; I flip to my stomach before getting up on my hands and knees. He enters me from behind. My body, still wired from my previous orgasm, doesn’t hesitate to react to this new sensation. A loud smack rings out as his hand lands on my ass. The sting heightens my pleasure as he picks up his pace. Before long, he’s unapologetically ramming into me with such force that my body surges forward with each thrust. When he comes, it sets off my own body. Feeling him pulsing inside, causes my body to spasm over and over again, giving me another powerful orgasm.
I collapse onto my stomach in a satisfied state, completely blissed out by the orgasms that Sterling has delivered.
Why can’t I make myself come like he does?
Because cock, that’s why.
“Why are you smiling?” Sterling asks from his spot next to me.
“Am I not allowed to smile?” I tease.
“No.”
“Oh really? Why not?”
“It makes you too attractive for your own good. It brings unwanted attention.”
“Seriously?”
“Serious as a heart attack,” he says with an equally straight face.
“Does it really matter if guys find me attractive? I have you. Why would I entertain ideas of anyone else?”
Sterling sighs before rolling over and planting his feet on the floor. He grips the bed so tight his fingers turn white. I scoot over and sit on my heels behind him and start rubbing his shoulders and arms, his back to my chest.
“Hey, what’s wrong?” I ask softly.
Sterling’s quiet, too quiet.
“Sterling, what is it?” I ask calmly while running my lips along the back of his neck from left to right.
“We slipped up, Victoria,” he says with no emotion.
My lips stop moving and rest right in the middle of his neck. “What do you mean?”
“I can’t give you what you want. I won’t settle down. You knew this.”