“I’d give you anything just to see you smile, babe. Anything.”
Even if it means ripping my heart out.
She leans in, pressing her lips to mine once.
“Goodbye.”
And fuck if I don’t feel like the last nail in my coffin has been placed.
16
Cassi
“How are you doing?”
I didn’t expect to see Jack here. My eyes immediately search the library, begging for a glimpse of Xavier.
“He’s not with me.”
I sigh, but answer his first question. “I’m okay. Really. You don’t need to worry,”
“Good. I’m glad one of you is.” He runs his hand through his hair.
A pang hits my heart. “He’s not well?”
He gives me a sad smile. “He’s going through the motions. Studying and going to class, but he doesn’t really talk to anyone anymore. I even got a call from Tinsley saying that he’s been ignoring her texts.”
I sigh. “I can’t be responsible for his feelings, Jack.”
He nods, a grim look on his face. “You’re right. Sorry. I just hate seeing him like this. Changing the subject, how are your classes going?”
I give him a grateful smile. “Good. I’m getting ready for finals next week. What about you?”
He groans. “Don’t remind me. I should be studying way more than I am. I think I may fail humanities.”
“I could help you study if you want. I have a humanities class too. I’m sure it can’t be too different.”
“I’ve got Owen’s, who do you have?”
“Owen’s. See, we could totally study together. Then maybe you might not fail.”
He chuckles. “You’re too good to me. Fine, we can study together.”
Rolling my eyes, I smile wider. I missed hanging out with the guys.
I miss Xavier.
I push that thought away.
“When are you available to study?” I ask.
“How about tonight? We can meet at the union.”
“Wow, I’ll be honest, I didn’t think you were being serious.”
“I really need the help. Besides, I have a feeling you will keep me focused and make me actually study.”
“Bet your ass I will. Can’t have you failing a class. I can’t be friends with a flunk.” I wink, letting him know I’m teasing.