Page 44 of Until the End

She gasps, her eyes widening in surprise as her pussy clamps down on me. It’s too much for me to bear a second time, and I come inside her, my body shuddering with every jerk of my cock.

Holy fucking shit.

Oh, fuck. I came inside her.

God, I can’t believe I didn’t talk to her about it before. I’m such a shit human.

I try to focus on Ginny. I don’t want her to pick up on my emotions or think I’m freaking out because of her.

We’re both breathing hard, our bodies sticky with sweat.

“You okay?” I whisper into her neck.

“Mmm. No words.”

I huff. “Same. I know I’m heavy, but I’m having a hard time making my muscles work.”

“S’okay.” Ginny runs her hands up and down my back. “I like it.”

I press kisses to her damp skin until I get to her mouth. She blinks her eyes open, wonder and worry flashing in her stare.

“I can’t believe we just did that,” she whispers.

“I know. It’s a little overwhelming, huh?”

She nods.

“I’m really glad we did. You’re every fantasy I’ve ever had come to life.”

Ginny’s body softens under mine. “Me, too. Nothing has ever felt like that before.”

“For me, either.” I shiver as I slip out of her body. We’ll need to talk about that, but I should get her cleaned up first. “Don’t move. I’ll be right back.”

“I’m not sure I could if I wanted to.” She laughs.

Pride straightens my shoulders as I grab a washcloth from her bathroom. I quickly wet it before darting back to Ginny. Her cheeks flame as I clean her up, and I can’t help but smile at her embarrassment. We just had some very dirty sex, and she’s still shy. It’s fucking adorable.

Once I’m done, I toss the washcloth aside, then pull her to my chest. “Goose…”

She tilts her head up, resting her chin on the back of her hand. “Yeah?”

“We didn’t use a condom. I’m so sorry I didn’t talk to you about it before. I swear I’m clean and haven’t been with anyone since my last test. I’d never have put you in danger like that.”

Ginny cringes. “I didn’t think about it either. I did have Dr. Upton run a blood test when we got back to Sonoma. After realizing Wesley probably cheated on me more thanonce, I had to make sure. I’m clean, too, so no worries there…but uh…I’m not on birth control.”

My eyebrows fly up to my hairline.

“I know! I’m so sorry. It’s just that…when we ran away from the wedding, I didn’t bring my toiletry bag, which had my pills in it, but I figured, eh, whatever, it’s not like I’m gonna be having sex any time soon. Then I just sort of forgot about them.”

I swallow hard. I could’ve just gotten my best friend pregnant. An image of Ginny in a sundress with a rounded belly comes to mind. Okay, so I don’t hate that idea.

“Say something,” she whispers.

“I was just picturing you pregnant with my kid, and it’s probably one of the best things I’ve ever imagined. The chances of my swimmers hitting a bullseye right away aren’t likely, but if it does happen, you’d make me one of the happiest guys on the planet. How do you feel about it?”

“It scares me a little because my life is absolute chaos right now. At the same time, I’ve always wanted to be a mom, so if it happens, I’d be over the moon. Especially having you by my side through it all.”

“I’ll be there until the very end.”