Page 72 of The Reluctant Siren
Was he ready this time?
She could accept that he was a dumbass who thought he wassaving her. She could accept that Niall was a dumbass who thought he washelping a friend and got caught up in a trap she had not laid out for him.
Actually, now that she thought about it, Jensen was the onewho laid the trap, but he did it in a dumbass way, and now they might all betrapped.
“I wouldn’t like what you’re thinking right now, would I?”Niall asked, and he was holding a big old anal plug. She was fairly certain itwas also a vibrator.
“Not at all, Sir. I was thinking about how nice my spankingwas and how we all understand that I have never actually had anal sex, so weshould start small,” she said in her sweetest voice.
He snorted, but he put that large plug away. “I have astarter. I bought it for you.”
“Where?” Jensen asked. “It’s not like there’s a toy storeout here.”
Niall shrugged. “I’m an optimist.”
Jensen’s eyes narrowed. “Sure you are. Let’s move this tothe bedroom. Don’t forget to bring the lube.”
She gasped as Jensen’s big arms went around her waist and helifted her up.
No one carried her around. No one except him and Niall.
All of this anger is justified, but I also want you tofeel okay forgiving them if you want. I will do whatever you need, sister. Iwill hate them both or I will welcome them as my brothers and try to protectthem from Dad.
Her sister’s words whispered through her head. She didn’thave to be stubborn. She didn’t have to be completely unyielding so she lookedtough. Her mom would welcome them. Her papa could be softened up. Her dad couldbe blackmailed.
Her friends…
Her friends would love and support her, and if they thoughtshe was stupid then she would prove them wrong or not care about theiropinions.
Was she thinking about this? She’d thought when Greer andGigi and Ruby showed up that they would bolster her belief that she’d beentreated poorly and could use Niall and Jensen and toss them away like trash.They’d listened to her and agreed with her, and somehow she was still herebecause she also knew they loved her and would stand by her.
And they would love the Niall and Jensen she knew. The Niallwho took care of the people around him and the Jensen who loved so fiercely itwas hard for him to ever let go.
But they hurt her.
“Baby, I meant it.” Jensen lowered her down. “You don’t haveto think tonight. You don’t have to make a single decision beyond whether ornot you want us. You decide you don’t want sex, we’ll watch some TV or play agame or something. I think there’s an old copy of Clue around here somewhere.”
He could be so sweet. She’d forgotten how sweet he could be.Somehow she’d reduced their entire relationship to sex and a one-sided love andhad totally forgotten how he’d loved her. Fiercely and holding nothing back. Itmade for some passionate fights, but somehow Niall being here with them cooledoff the hottest of the fires that burned between them.
Was this the way it was with her parents?
Eww. She thought about her parents and she was naked.
Jensen stared down at her. “We can do whatever you want,baby.”
“I need you to be a rough as fuck Dom right now because Ijust wondered if this is how it was for my parents and if you don’t get thatimage out of my head, I might never have sex again.”
His whole demeanor changed. His eyes got hard, and hisshoulders seemed broader than they were before. “Bend over the bed, Harlow.Right fucking now.”
She did as he commanded and then fought to breathe becausehe was right back to smacking her ass. And he wasn’t holding back.
“Niall, you want to take care of her mouth while I handleher little asshole?” Jensen asked when he was done setting her ass on fire.
But she wasn’t thinking about anything but them now.
She felt the bed move underneath her and then Niall was infront of her. At some point he chucked his clothes, and she got to stare at hismasculine perfection.
“I think I can handle her mouth. Do you have any idea howlong I’ve waited to feel those gorgeous lips of yours wrapped around my cock?”Niall’s voice had gone low and deep. His hand was on that cock, strokinghimself until he was long and hard and impossibly sexy.
