It was time for some punishment.
ChapterFifteen
Jensen felt like the breath was knocked out of him.He was trying so fucking hard not to get emotional, but it was almostimpossible. He shoved it all deep. He needed this night. Needed the memory ofher to fuel him for the rest of his lonely life.
The idea of being in that club with her, of walking in everyweekend and kissing her at the locker room door before he and Niall went intothe men’s and joked and laughed with their friends. They would get readytogether and then play all night and stop for waffles on the way home with hersister and cousin and Ruby and sleep with her between them. Their days wouldroll on like that, each bonding them closer and closer until they couldn’timagine a life without the other two in it.
They would plan a life together in those quiet moments.
He would not be there.
But he was here now, and he had to build as many memories ashe could.
Starting with the way she tasted. He brought his fingers tohis lips as Niall instructed her to get on her hands and knees, but only aftershe’d given him her underwear.
She tasted so good. Tangy and somehow sweet. He sucked theevidence of her arousal off his fingers while he watched her hand her pantiesto Niall. His cock was about as hard as it could be. He needed a release or hewould lose it the minute he got inside her.
“I’m sorry, Sir,” she said in her sweetest voice. He lovedthat she could be both sweet and a righteous bitch when she needed to be. Shecould put them both on their asses if they required it.
It was one of the reasons he loved her so deeply. She was awoman who could be counted on. She would let herself be submissive here, butshe could stand strong when required to. She could be a rock they all clung to.
Niall could. Niall would hold on to her when he needed herto be strong.
“Sure. You’re so sorry,” Niall teased and then his gazehardened. “Hands and knees. You should know this drill. I want you to take careof Master J while I teach you a lesson about stealing orgasms.”
“Evil man,” she said but with a smirk. It was a game, andthey were all aware. They knew she would get the orgasms she needed, but it wasfun to play.
“Master Jensen. Not J. Not for her.” Master J was hisundercover name, the one that he could remember to react to, but he could alsoput some distance between. He needed that distance so badly in the field, buthe didn’t want an inch of it here. Here he wanted her as close as possible.Physically. Emotionally.
She went on her toes in front of him, the sweetest look inher eyes. “Of course, Master Jensen.” She put a hand on his cheek. “I thinkyour partner is going to ask me to suck your cock, Sir. Is that what you want?”
She never needed to be concerned with consent when it cameto this. He would give her blanket consent to put those sexy lips around hisdick whenever she wanted.
Except he wouldn’t be around. He would be miles and milesaway.
He brushed his lips over hers, hoping she could tasteherself there. “You suck me, baby. Suck me hard. I want to come inside yourmouth. I think I’m going to need it because I want to last when we’re alltogether. I think it’s going to feel like fucking heaven, and I don’t want itover too soon.”
He wanted it to never end.
She gave him a wink and gracefully sank to her knees. Herhands came up and unbuttoned his fly and then soft skin was touching his cock,releasing him from the confinement of his clothes.
“Play with him for a minute. I’m going to grab a few thingsI need to get you ready,” Niall announced.
She stroked him, sending blood straight to his dick. It feltso fucking good. Every pass of her hand had a wave of lust thrumming throughhis system.
“I love how hard you get for me,” she whispered, her palmsqueezing around his cock. Up and back. And all around.
Only for her. He was worried he would only ever get hard forher again. “All I have to do is think of you and I’m hard, baby.”
Her hand moved over him from the base to his cockhead, wherehe was already seeping fluid. Her thumb ran over it.
He wanted this. “Lick me. Taste it. It’s for you.”
Her tongue came out as she leaned forward, and he hissed atthe glorious sensation of her swiping across the head of his cock.
His jaw clenched so he didn’t shout out.
“Hey, I need access, if you know what I mean,” Niall said.