face the two who tower over me. I push
my way between the two boys and run and run
and don’t stop until I reach the train station,
where I throw up, rainbow violently,
on the platform.
When I get home Uncle B has bought me
my own telescope.
After dinner, I wash the dishes
while Mum puts Anna to bed,
and Uncle B sets it up and takes it out
into the garden.
It is almost as tall as me,
with the tripod fully extended.
The three legs are silver,
the tube of the telescope is white,
and the lenses are black.
Uncle B adjusts it to the right height so I can
look down the lens. First, I look at the moon
and its craters. Then I look for constellations.
“The Big Dipper. Orion. Pegasus,” I tell Uncle B,
proudly.
Uncle B says, “Pegasus, the horse with wings
in Greek mythology, was born after the
beheading of Medusa, when a drop of
her blood fell to Earth.”
When Uncle B leaves
and the stars are put away,
I think of Alistair.
His pretty face and long hair.
“Mummy,” I say, and go into the kitchen,