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I don’t think my damn heart can take this.
“You do make me happy,” I manage to get out, voice barely a whisper. “You're the only good thing in my life.”
She bites her lip, and I feel my brain go blank as I stare at the way her teeth dig into the soft flesh.
“I don’t want to do this with anyone else,” she says, getting my attention.
“Do what?” I ask, blinking rapidly.
“Everything, anything,” she huffs, and I swear her face gets closer to mine. “There’s nothing I want to do in this world if you're not there by my side.”
My breathing comes in quick pants now, unable to think straight. “W-what about your future girlfriend or boyfriend?” I ask, the idea of her with anyone else makes my stomach roll.
She smiles, and I was right, she was moving closer. Now she's right there, her lips so close to mine I think I might pass out from holding my breath too long. “What if I told you I didn’t want any boyfriend or girlfriend?”
“Ever?” I croak out.What is going on? How drunk am I? This isn’t real, is it? There’s no way she’s about to do what I think she is.
“Not unless it’s with you,” she murmurs. “It’s only ever been you, Lulu.”
And then her lips are on mine, and the whole world shifts beneath me.
Soft lips move against mine.I’m frozen, unsure what to do. It takes a moment for my mind to clue into what's going on right now.
She’s kissing me. Ally is kissing me.
This is everything I’ve ever wanted, ever dreamed of.
Grabbing the back of her head, I moan against her lips as her tongue slips past mine.
Ally moans back, her body shifting so she's above me. Her hands tangle in my hair as she deepens the kiss, tongues dancing together.
A warm feeling flutters in my lower belly, and all I want her to do is touch me. I want her hands all over me. I want her to fucking consume me.
“Fuck,” she pants against my lips. “I’ve wanted you for so fucking long.” She kisses me again, and I whimper, my hands sliding down her back.
She presses herself closer to me, her knee shifting until it rubs against my center. My eyes roll back, and I gasp as the pressure against my aching clit sends a spike of pleasure through my body.
“Mmhhmm,” she murmurs as she moves her mouth from mine, kissing down my jaw and stopping at my neck. “You’re so fucking sexy.”
She sucks at my neck, and my brain goes hazy.
My eyes roll back as I pant heavily, grinding myself against her leg.
This is crazy. This can’t be happening.
Yet, the blinding pleasure coursing through my body tells me it’s very, very real.
“I love you, Lulu,” she confesses, panting just as heavily as me and moving until her face is hovering over mine again. “Not as my friend. As something so much more.”
My heart stops as I stare up at her.
Her words. No. They can’t be true. None of this is happening right now.
“No.” I shake my head, swallowing hard. “No, you don’t.”
She frowns. “Yes. I do.”
“No,” I say a little louder, scrambling back until I’m out from under her. I need to breathe, I can’t think when she’s that close.
