Page 49 of Furious
“I did.” I admit. “Although, I missed you. And right now I’m having the best time, but I kinda miss Chance… and Ares, too. Fuck, does that make me the worst girlfriend in the world?”
LEV
A cute little frown appears on Zara’s forehead and I smooth it with a kiss.
“No,” I say in response to her question. “It doesn’t make you a bad girlfriend.”
“Really?” she sounds a little distressed.
I kiss her softly, slowly, until she opens for me and relaxes in my arms. “I understand, Zee.” I say honestly. “You care about me, but you care about Chance and Ares, too. And the time you spent with me and Chance together was fun, right?”
She nods. “It was. You guys made my first time amazing. And the other day, when you brought me lunch was hot too.”
I smile at the memory of how we spent the rest of the day taking turns with Zara in Chance’s bed and in the shower. “Look,” I say. “If you like being with both of us, I’m not going to be mad.”
Zara perks up a little. “Good. It’s hard to explain, you know? I really enjoy one-on-one time with each of you guys. And I haven’t been with all three of you at the same time, but…”
My smile widens. “But you thought about it? How it would be with all three of us?”
Redness colors Zara’s cheeks, but she admits it. “I have. If that doesn’t make me a bad girlfriend, I don’t know what does.”
I hate that she feels this way, and I tell her. “Never be ashamed about what you want, Zee. Now, if you were lying to any one of us about your feelings for the other two, that would be a different story. But everything is out in the open, so the only way your feelings can hurt us is if we let them.”
She considers my words. “I’m glad you feel this way, Lev. I like each of you so much, and I hate feeling bad about it.”
“But you are bad.” I tease her with the intention of lightening the mood. “You’re my bad girl and I wouldn’t have it any other way. And with bad, I mean naughty in the best possible way.”
Zara rubs her naked body all over me, and for a second, my mind goes blissfully blank. I grind my hips against her and the only thought in my head is mine.
“I hope you know how much I’m dying to be inside you right now, Zee.” I whisper, my voice gravelly and my hands wandering down the curve of her waist and grabbing her perfect butt.
“Probably as much as I’m dying for you to be inside me.” She counters.
And I almost lose my fucking shit and climb all over her, flattening her against the mattress with my weight. “So, have you thought about how this would happen?” I ask her, grinding my underwear clad crotch against her naked one. “How would you be with all three of us?”
She bites on her bottom lip, her pupils blown huge by the same excitement that’s coursing through me right now. “I don’t know.” She hesitates. “I mean, so far you and Chance took turns, and it was hot. I loved the feeling of one of you being inside me while the other was kissing me and touching me. The only thing that helped my imagination was looking at videos with a woman and more than one man.”
Fuck. This woman is going to be the death of me. What she just said while she’s naked beneath me goes straight to my cock. Just the idea of her watching porn and fantasizing about how it would be with us is enough to make me lose my mind. “So, would you take one of us in your perfect little pussy, one in your mouth, and one in your tight little ass?” I can just about picture it and I’m surprised I don’t blow my load at the image in my mind.
She nods. “Yeah. That’s what all those scenes were like.”
I can sense some more hesitation. “What’s on your mind, pretty girl? You know you can always talk to me, right? And I hope you know that what you want always comes first for me. If this is just a fantasy, something to get you going, that’s ok. Nothing needs to happen unless you’re into it and you feel safe.”
Some of the tension in her muscles eases. “I guess I would like to try it, but I’m a little nervous about the back door stuff. When we had sex the first time, you and Chance did everything you could to help me relax. You made me feel safe. You even got me to come before we got to the actual main part. It still hurt like a motherfucker.”
Guilt makes me roll to my side so I can take Zara into my arms. “I’m sorry, sweet girl. I really wanted to make your first time good and I hate that I let you down.”
She cups my face with her hands. “But you didn’t let me down, Lev. My first time was perfect. It was everything I could have dreamed of and more. I think the pain was inevitable. Especially because you and Chance are above average when it comes to size.”
Now, that makes me feel slightly better. I still hate that Zara’s first time was painful, but no man will ever not like hearing his girlfriend say that he has a big cock.
“You do. Both of you. I haven’t seen Ares naked, so I don’t know about him; but you and Chance are twice the size of my ex.”
I can’t stifle a snort at the thought. I fucking knew it. Fox is such an ass that it fits the mold of small man syndrome. But that dipshit is the least of my worries right now.
“Look, Zee, with the back door stuff, we really need to go slowly.”
She shrugs. “You’re not gonna hear me complain about that. Besides, Ares and I haven’t done much together. We’ve justkissed. I don’t know if he really wants me. And I have no idea if he would ever want to be with me, with you and Chance in the mix.”
