Page 67 of Dead Crown
“I’ve always wanted to do this,” breathed Lumi.
Jaki grabbed the back of his head to meet his lips. Lumi threaded the fingers of his other hand into his hair while he played with that one tuft, and Jaki had to make an effort not to buck his hips since his cock had no interest in behaving. It was even harder to pull back on the kiss and not be his usual demanding self.
He was used to taking control in sex. Maybe Lumi needed a taste of sweetness and not just control. Both of Lumi’s hands were on his ears now, and the tufts being stroked had made his dick rock hard.
“It’s wrong,” he mumbled as a part of his brain told him to stop it.
“My whole life has been wrong,” Lumi said as he paused, although his fingers didn’t stop teasing. “What we made isn’t wrong.”
Jaki played with his ears to stroke the fur before he wrapped his arms around Lumi who kissed him again more softly.
“This feels right.”
Dear Elira, Jaki wanted it. To take him away forever where nothing could hurt any of them again. To feel him forever and have those soft fingers on him.
Lumi broke it off to lay his head on Jaki’s shoulder, and he started trembling.
“If you want, I could give you a blowjob-”
“No,” said Jaki.
“I’ve thought about it before. Like how you’d look if I were on my knees for you.”
Jaki had to turn them so they were on their side but still hugging. As if he hadn’t also imagined what Lumi would look like with his lips wrapped around his cock.
“I don’t want a blowjob,” said Jaki. It was lust making his cock painfully hard. It was something else that made him stroke Lumi’s hair. “You’re worth more than sex, and you don’t have to be a court whore, or anyone’s whore. Sex isn’t required from you anymore, and you’re not a thing to use, or someone to get a baby off of. That’s done now.”
“But you’re being sweet, and I like it. I like this side of you too.”
“You’re shaking, and I would never expect sex after…everything. You need time and rest.”
Lumi was silent for a moment. “Will you stay with me?”
“I’m not going anywhere.”
“No, I mean, will you really stay with me and Jacqueline? Nobody ever held me like this. I don’t want it to end.”
Surely, not all of the courtiers had treated him as merely a hole to cum in? Then again, any affection must have only come because sex was imminent. Probably nobody had even been simply nice and sweet to him without an ulterior motive.
“I’ll stay,” said Jaki. “You’re mine.”
Consequences be damned.
Lumi held onto him as his shivering finally stopped. He grew limp, and his breathing evened out.
Jaki could only imagine everything Tivar had done to him, but it was over. He wasn’t sure how it would heal, or if it would, but he’d stay.
Lumi had disappeared by morning, and Jaki sat up in a panic. Lumi was in bed with Jacqueline. Jaki didn’t remember hearing her cry, but he figured Lumi couldn’t bear to be more than a foot away from her for too long. He’d already lost her once, so Jaki couldn’t blame him.
Chapter Fifteen
It was almost amusing to watch Jaki hold Jacqueline. He was interested in her tiny ears and seemed rather amazed by her overall. Everything about her was so small. After a few minutes, he started looking uncomfortable.
“Do you not like holding her?” asked Lumi.
“I feel like I should be doing more.”
Lumi guessed it came a bit easier to him since he’d birthed her. Jaki hadn’t even known about her until after she was born.
