“No.Damn it, that’s not what I said at all.”He started down the hall, and she thought that he was leaving her, but all he did was pace it.She watched as he mumbled to himself something about rudeness getting him nowhere.“I’m learning here.Or trying to learn how to be this person that everyone wants me to be.But I’m not a person anymore.I don’t know that I ever was.I never thought of myself as being rude, but just blunt.Sort of in the mindset that if you ask me a question, I’m going to give you the answer, whether it hurts your feelings or not.I’m beginning to see that I could have tempered it a bit, but I’m lost in the process of being this entirely different man than I want to be.”
“So you thought that not talking at all was the way to go.”He stared at her, and she could see that it was exactly what he thought.“I want you to be able to talk to me.I would love to talk to you about your day, but getting one syllable words out of you doesn’t feel right either.”
“You want to know how my day is going?It’s shit if you want to know the truth.I have this beautiful mate in my home, and I’m wondering all the time if she’d rather be in her own home.So you know, if that’s what you want, I’ll live wherever you want to go.But I can’t ask you because I’m foreverthinking how to say something to you until the moment is gone.”He washed his hand over his face as he continued.“I’m sleeping down the hall from you, and all I can think about is that we should be sharing a bed.Not even counting on sex to play into it, just sleeping together would be wonderful.I have this book that plays on my mind a great deal, too, but it keeps getting messed up with having you beneath me.I want to solve Belinda’s murder, too, but I don’t know how to get started on it without stepping on a lot of toes and pissing people off.Did you know that the police have a video of the murder, but they don’t know how to figure out who it is?Not to mention, your brother and sister did it.How will that go over with you, knowing that the man we just got out of some of his debt is a murderer twice over?He has it in his head that he killed your father, too.Just because he had mentioned once that he had some insurance on himself that would take care of them after he was gone.What sort of sick kid does that when they’re only about thirteen years old?I don’t know the answer to that either.I have all this shit in my head, and the only one that I can think of most of the time is making love to you.”
“I’d very much like that too.”She thought about what he’d told her about Shawn.“I don’t know what to do about my brother either.Nor Margaret.Did I tell you that the doctor said that she has the mentality of someone about half her age?That’s about the time she killed mom.”She started toward him.“How about we take care of these issues by importance.You and I will make love, and then we’ll tackle the other things.One at a time.”
She stood in front of him as he held onto the wall.If he kept up with digging his nails into the wood, they were going to need more than just a makeover, but new walls put in.Reaching up, she pulled his hand off the wall and put it around her waist.Leaning in, she kissed him on the mouth gently before moving to his throat.His low growl made her wet just like that.
“What do you suppose sex with me is going to resolve?I’m betting not much.I’ve not had a lot of practice at making love.For some reason, women were turned off by my ordering them around.”
“You can order me around all you want.”Running her hand down his chest to his cock, she cupped him in her hand.“Like you could order me to suck your cock for you until you come all over me and I’d do it to the best of my abilities.”
Guy rolled his hips so that her hand filled with his cock.As he gently fucked her hand, she used her free one to undo the buttons on the front of his shirt.Once she had that finished, he didn’t move until she was pulling it free of his pants and running her hand over his muscles there.
“You’re all right with me ordering you around in the bedroom.”She said she was all right with him ordering her around, no matter where they were having sex.“You want me right here in this hallway?Do you really want me to come all over you?”
“Oh yes, I do very much so.”Getting down on her knees to prove what she wanted from him, she was working his belt open when he put his hand on her head.“Tell me what you want, Guy.I’m here to please you.”
“Take my cock into your mouth and suck me.”His voice was rough and hard.It made her pussy gush with wetness that she knew he could smell when his nostrils flared.“Before you take my cock into your mouth, I want you to strip down to your warm body so that I can see what I’m getting.”
She was so wet when she pulled her panties off first.Tossing them through the air, he caught them up in his hand and took them to his face.Christ, that movement alone had her coming with a short, hard punch to her system that had her leaning against his body until she could see straight again.
“Next time you come without me telling you, you’ll be punished.Do you understand me?”She said that she did, but she no longer recognized her own voice when she spoke.“Strip down to nothing right now.”
Hurrying through the process of taking off her clothing made her clumsy.Once she had her blouse off, she sat there stupidly, not having any idea where to go next.His small growl had her taking off her bra and skirt so that she was just as naked as he wanted her to be.Without a word to him, she undid his pants and freed his cock.
He was so thick that she couldn’t put her fingers around him and have them touch.Licking his crown, she stuck her tongue into the tiny eye and played with him.Cupping his balls into her hand,she marveled at their warmth and fullness as she took his cock into her mouth.
His knees shook against her body.She wasn’t sure if he was having a difficult time standing up or what was going on with him.As she swallowed him down past the tightness of her throat.She knew a feeling that she’d never felt before.It was the best feeling in the world.Guy put his hand on the back of her head and held her there while he fucked her mouth and throat.
“Touch your pussy.”Gladly, she thought and moved her hand down to her own femininity.The heat coming off herself was amazing.As she slid her fingers into her sheath, she moaned and then heard Guy growl.Whatever she’d done, she was going to do it again to have him fucking her this way.Humming a tune that she didn’t know the words to, she knew he was having a hard time keeping pace as he pulled free of her mouth.
The first bit of cum splashed her in the face.The next was her lips and mouth.Even as he fisted his cock, she helped by fondling his balls and hoping to have them empty completely on her.Rubbing the cum into her breasts, she nearly missed him telling her to stop when he did.Christ, she was on fire for him to allow her to come.
“Stand up.”She did so, but apparently not fast enough.He grabbed her by the hair and pulled her right up off the floor.Before she could remember not to come, she was crying out with the release that had her nearly buckling to the floor again.Then she felt the wood of the wall behind her when he pressed her into it.“I’m going to fuck you.”
“Yes.”He lifted her up just enough that she could feel her pussy at his groin.When he slammed deep inside of her, she cried out again, but more for pain than pleasure.As soon as he started plowing her—there was no other word for it, she put her hands over his shoulders and held on.Bumping her head on the wall, she bit her lip, trying to keep herself from coming again without his permission.
Nuzzling her throat, she laid back her head, giving him whatever he wanted.As soon as his tongue slid over her pounding pulse, she knew that he was going to bite her.Leaning more to give him all of her, she screamed when his teeth grazed over her throat.Closing her eyes to the onslaught of emotions and colors swirling around her head, she lost consciousness when he bit down on her neck just below her ear.
It couldn’t have been more than a few seconds that she’d fainted, but when she woke up, Guy was coming deep inside of her.Digging her nails into his shoulders, she held onto him as he licked at her throat once again and told her he had her.The next thing she knew, he was coming a second time and telling her—no commanding her to come with him.
Amber had had sex before.She’d even had a couple of climaxes, but nothing could have prepared her for the assault of emotions that caught her breath.It didn’t just catch her breath, but took it away and stopped her heart from beating at the same time.Then once again she lost consciousness.
When she woke, she was in the biggest bed she’d ever seen.And lying right next to her was Guy.He was leaning on his hand, staring at her.She’d never been so embarrassed in her life until that moment.Leaning in, he kissed her on the mouth before smiling at her.
“I’ve never done anything like that before.Being rough during sex.Did I hurt you?”She said she was kind of afraid to move right now.“I’m sore, all over my body.I think, too, I might have pulled some of your hair out.I’m profoundly sorry for that, too.”
“Let me get up and go to the bathroom.”He didn’t just move so that she could, but got out of bed to help her.Between her legs was sore, and she winced twice when sliding her legs off the bed.Telling him she was sore, she touched the top of her head too and felt the tenderness of her scalp.“I’m sore.Very much so.And so you know, I’ve never wanted that kind of sex before, and I loved it.”
He helped her to the bathroom, and when she was finished, she decided to take a shower.Amber wasn’t sure she was going to be able to move to clean herself up, so she was glad that Guy joined her.He took the nice sponge from her and filled it with the soap that was on the top of the tile.
“I don’t know that I’d want to order you around like that again because it took a lot out of me to do it.But I really enjoyed it as well.”He washed her hair back then, her hair while she stood under the hot spray.“I’ve fallen in love with you, Amber.I don’t know when, but while I watched you sleep,I realized that I think I’ve been in love with you since the first time I saw you at the bank.”
After rinsing her hair, she turned to look at him.While he did look a great deal like his brothers, there was something so natural about him.He didn’t comb his hair in any fancy way—none of them did that, but he just seemed to run his fingers through it, and that was the end of his grooming.He could look dressed up, she was sure, but she loved the way that he just looked like he stepped out of the shower with her.
“I’m falling in love with you as well.I don’t know why, you’ve been a brute, but I am falling for you.”He promised her that he’d change his ways so that she could be someone that she could be proud of.“I don’t want you to change for me.I want you to change for you and only if you want to.I can live with the brute now that I know what you said to me.I do love you, Guy.Very much so.”