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"I think you look absolutely beautiful," my mom said. She looked a little teary eyed.

I smiled. When I was little I had pictured a big poofy dress. But Melissa and Jen were right. I had tried so hard to seem older and more mature the past few years. I wanted to look like a bride worthy of James. I wasn't a student anymore and he wasn't my professor.

"What do you think, Bee?" I asked.

"Sexy and classy seem to go against each other. You look beautiful in that one, though, not cute."

I smiled.

"Oh, please just try on the dress I picked out already," Jen said. "It's perfect."

I shrugged. "Okay, I'll try yours next." I followed Anna back to the dressing room. She grabbed a lace dress with some diamonds embroidered into the design. It had elegant thin straps that were just wide enough to accommodate the diamonds embellished on them. And the front looked like it plunged way past where my breasts would be. There was a tan material behind the lace at the top, which gave it an even sexier look.

"I'm not sure I'm going to be able to pull this one off," I said as Anna unzipped the poofy dress.

"I think this really might be exactly what you're looking for. The lace is so delicate and it has just the right amount of sparkle. And the top is indeed sexy. Plus this one is actually in your size, so you get to see how it would really fit."

I stepped out of the poofy dress and into the other one. "I guess we'll see."

"The top goes down too much in the middle for you to wear this, though," she said as she unhooked the corset.

I instantly felt more relaxed as she began to pull the dress up. I wanted to be comfortable on my wedding day. There was going to be enough stress without the added element of not being able to breathe. There was a layer of silk underneath the dress that felt soft against my skin. I closed my eyes as Anna zipped up the back.

"You look beautiful, Penny," she said as soon as she let go of the zipper.

I opened my eyes and swallowed hard. I don't think I had ever looked this good. The dress hugged my waist and thighs and was a little looser past my knees. Even though it was tight, it didn't look raunchy. It looked elegant yet casual. And the top made it sexy. There must have been some kind of built in bra, because it had pushed up my breasts despite the fact that I had ditched the corset. The V down the front stopped a few inches above my belly button, but it didn't look over the top. It was very narrow and the lace made it look fancy.

"What do you think?" Anna asked.

"He'd love this." My voice came out as a whisper. There was a lump in my throat, and I wasn't sure why. I felt like I wanted to cry. I was always so worried about disappointing him. There wasn't a chance I could do that in this dress. I'd look like I actually belonged beside him.

"Let's go show everyone." Anna opened the door and I slowly followed her out, holding up the delicate lace so I wouldn't step on it.

Everyone stopped talking when I stepped up on the platform. I dropped the fabric so it pooled perfectly around my legs.

"Penny," Melissa said. "You look like a movie star."

I laughed.

"Seriously," Bee said. "You look like a million bucks."

I turned and looked in the mirror. I felt like a million bucks. It was hard to believe it was me in the mirror.

"That's the one," Jen said. "It was made for your body."

"Do you think James will like it?" I asked.

"James won't be able to keep it in his pants," Melissa said.

I laughed and turned back around to face them.

"Ew." Jen smacked her arm. "Don't be gross. That's my brother. But yes, he'll love it."

Melissa laughed and stood up. She grabbed my hand and squeezed it. "Penny, this is definitely your dress. Look at yourself." She spun me back around to look in the mirror.

I felt like I wanted to cry again.

"Here," Anna said and clipped a veil into my hair. She spread it across my shoulders. The diamonds in the clip matched the ones on the straps of the dress. I could picture it all. Walking down the aisle. James' smile.