I try again the next day. And the day after that.
Eventually, I get the message:This number is no longer accepting calls or texts from this contact.
She blocked me.
I search for her on the app. Her profile is gone.
“There’s gotta be another way to find her,” I mumble.
I have friends who can pull a criminal background check at the last minute. Surely they can get me in touch with her.
Except, that would be a huge betrayal of her trust.
The ultimate betrayal.
I know the sound she makes when she laughs at one of Hannah’s jokes.
I know how she likes her coffee.
I know what she looks like when she’s trying not to cry.
And I know the way her voice softens when she talks about her mom.
But I don’t know how to find her without being a creep.
How the hell did I let this happen?
I scroll through our old messages. How they start as toe-curling and end up heart-warming during her days of nannying.
No strings.
That was the whole point.
So why does it feel like I cut the most important thread of my life?
And why couldn’t I have realized it before I pushed her away?
Heart aching, I check on a slumbering Hannah. Out of the corner of my eye, I see a book peeking out from under her bed.
I lean down to pick it up. A bright pink folded paper falls out of it.
Frowning, I open it.
OPEN MIC NIGHT – SINGER/SONGWRITERS WELCOME – WEDNESDAY @ 7PM
That’s tonight.
I stare at it. The edges are crumpled like it’s been folded and unfolded a dozen times. Maybe it’s just something Hannah picked up. Maybe it’s nothing.
But maybe it’s something.
Maybe it’s a clue that Delaney left behind.
There’s only one way to find out.
I call the nanny and ask if she can come back.
Then I change my shirt three times before leaving the house.