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“You are beautiful,” he whispered, and I thought I saw a small tear leak from the corner of one eye.
I sucked hard, I rolled his balls in my palm, scraping my nails across the skin behind them. I wanted to pleasure him. I wanted to learn how to do so in a way he wanted. When he came, I swallowed it down. I didn’t like it, I just wanted whatever he would give me.
His body shuddered and when I looked at him, he had his head thrown back and his eyes closed. He hadn’t uttered a sound. I stayed on my knees until he finally looked at me. He crouched down and cupped my face. He opened his mouth to speak but before he did, I kissed him. I took what I wanted from that moment on.
When he’d hardened again, I pushed him to his back and straddled him. I held his cock at my entrance, teasing myself, and then I lowered. I rode him hard and all the while I flicked the tip of my finger over my clitoris. I needed to orgasm, badly.
I totally got what he’d said. The denial had made me ready way too quickly, and I came so hard, I doubled over, holding my stomach. My muscles clenched andclenched, and I had no control. I cried out, shedding tears. I wanted it to stop. I didn’t want it to stop.
“Fuck me through this!” I said, my voice gravelly and low.
He flipped me to my back and did as I asked. Sweat poured from his forehead, running down his chest and dripping onto me as he pounded over and over. All I could do was wrap my legs around his waist and lift my shoulders from the floor. I needed to curl up. I needed him inside me. I had no idea what I needed, just that I wanted it.
When I finally came, I felt liquid gush from me.
“Oh fuck,” I whispered, unaware of what was actually happening, but knowing it was the second time it had.
“Baby, go with it,” he whispered.
Gently I straightened my body, and my stomach muscles eased. The most amazing feeling of pleasure washed over me. My skin tingled, my fingertips and toes had gone numb as if all my blood was rushing to my core. I felt lightheaded and I saw not only stars, but black dashes flash across my vision. He lowered himself until his mouth covered my pussy and he drank from me. He licked and sucked, nipped, and teased. He moaned and the sound vibrated my clitoris. He breathed in heavily, exhaling hot air. Despite wanting to, I couldn’t push him away, I had no strength left.
When it was finally over, I lay limp. And I cried.
“What was that?” I sobbed.
Sebastian stood, he grabbed his jeans and slid them on. Then he reached down and picked me up in his arms. He cradled me to his chest, and I cried some more.
He carried me to his bedroom and gently laid me on his bed. I curled up, foetal position.
I heard taps turn on and the smell of something sweet and calm. After a few minutes, he came to pick me up again, and that time, he placed me gently a bath he’d run.
He sat by the side wafting the water over my body. I lay with my eyes closed. Calmness, but also extreme tiredness washed through me. Peace settled in my chest, and I gently smiled. I must have drifted off, because when I woke, I was naked in his bed and the sun was setting.
Chapter Fourteen
When I woke, Sebastian was lying beside me. “Hey, baby,” he said gently.
“What time is it?” I asked, stretching.
“Just coming up to seven. You’ve been asleep about four hours,” he replied.
“Bloody hell, have I? Have you been here all the time?”
“Not all the time. How do you feel?”
“I didn’t like that,” I said, gently.
He nodded. “Okay, I won’t do it again. I promise.”
“But I also liked it. And I don’t want to like it,” I replied, and then hiccupped as the tears started to flow.
“Okay,” he said, slowly. “I will do it again, but only if you ask me to.”
I chuckled and snuggled closer to him. “I don’t knowhow I feel, to be honest. Other than exhausted and... Sated? Is that really a word? I feel content and my body feels calm. I have no idea what I’m saying. I know I don’t want to lose this feeling and I will.”
“What is it that you don’t want to lose?”
“The calm and peacefulness I feel with you. My brain isn’t running a million miles an hour. I can actually think nothing and just be comfortable being led by you. I never thought I’d say that, ever, but... That’s what I don’t want to lose.”
