Page 114 of Forbidden Billionaires: Vol. 3
"There's nothing to apologize about." Tyler put his hand on the back of my head and pressed my face to his chest. There was something so comforting about being in Tyler's arms. Despite his move to New York and all his success, he still smelled the same. Like freshly cut grass and mint. I wasn't even sure how that was possible. There was barely any grass in New York and he wasn't a landscaper. I wrapped my arms around his back. It was selfish, but I needed this right now. I needed my friend. I could tell Tyler wanted to talk, but I wrapped my arms tighter around him. I just needed a few more seconds.
Tyler kissed the top of my head and ran his fingers through my hair. "It's going to be okay, Penny."
No. It's not.I shook my head against his chest and let my arms drop from his back.
He grabbed my shoulders and pushed me back so he could look at my face. There was so much hope in his blue eyes. And it killed me.
"How much do you know about what happened?" I asked.
"Everything I need to know."
"Which is?"
"That you and James broke up. And that he thinks I convinced you to run away with me." He searched my face.
So Rob really hadn't talked to James. Neither had his parents. He didn't know. Or maybe he didn't believe them either.
"So now I'm here to actually convince you to run away with me." He lightly touched the bottom of my chin so that I'd look into his eyes.
A part of me wanted to say yes. I wanted to feel the comfort of his arms around me. And see that smile that always made me smile too. The only problem was that I didn't love Tyler. It wouldn't be fair to him or...fuck, Melissa. "I'm still in love with him," I said.
Tyler shook his head. "You broke up. You left him and New York. You're standing in the rain crying because of him. And I'm here for you. We can go wherever you want. We can start a new life together."
"I'm still in love with him," I said again, a little quieter.
He let go of my shoulders. "Okay, but that feeling will fade. You have to move forward."
I shook my head.
"What, so you're going to go through your whole life missing him?"
"What else am I supposed to do, Tyler? He was it for me. There is nothing after him. I was ready to give my whole life to him. That feeling doesn't just disappear after a fight."
"Be with me. I'm right here. I've always been here for you. I'd never do anything to hurt you. Let me fill that void."
"I can't."
"Why? I know you love me. We're great together. I know you felt it back in school. I know you can feel it again."
"I could never hurt Melissa like that."
"We already broke up."
"What?"
"I broke up with her before I came here."
"Why did you do that? You only just started dating."God, she's going to hate me.
"I thought you were getting married. I was at peace with that. Or in denial or something. These past few years haven't been a lie, I was your friend. I enjoyed being your friend." He scratched the back of his neck with his hand. "But when I found out you two broke up, all I wanted to do was see you. I think I had buried my feelings. I don't know. But I just knew I needed to see you. I never stopped loving you, Penny. And I'll never stop loving you."
I shook my head back and forth.
"I didn't want this to happen. All I've ever wanted was for you to be happy. I thought that James was that for you, so I just accepted where I was. But when I found out it was over...it feels like my second chance. Our second chance."
"I'm sorry. But it's like you just said. Except, I never stopped lovinghim. And I'll never stop lovinghim."
"I can wait. I'm used to waiting. I'll wait my whole life for you, Penny. Don't you see that?" He put his hand on the side of my face.
