Page 17 of Forbidden Billionaires: Vol. 3
He laughed, but slowly set me down on my feet. “You’re not heavy, Penny.” But his face looked ghostly pale. And his breathing still didn’t sound normal.
I stayed pressed against him, staring up into his eyes. “You were hurt too.”
“Penny, I’m fine.”
“You don’t look fine. Whatever hurt me also got you too, didn’t it?”
He touched the side of my cheek ever so slightly.
I tried not to wince or step back. I continued to stare at him. What was he hiding from me?
“Truly, I’m fine.” He ran the pad of his thumb along my cheek. “Let’s get you home, okay?”
Whatever had happened to him, he didn’t want to talk about it with me. I wondered if he usually would. Maybe he didn’t recognize me as much as I didn’t recognize him. I stepped back, not able to keep staring into his eyes so intently. “So that’s whatbeing badgered by paparazzi feels like? No wonder so many celebrities punch them in the face and wind up in rehab.”
James laughed.
I smiled at him. I liked when he laughed. “Heck, I’d probably start drinking too if they followed me around all the time. I’d be one of those crazy people in rehab.” I laughed at my own joke. “How do we usually deal with them?”
He lowered both his eyebrows and the smile on his face vanished.
What had I done wrong now? James’ smiles seemed so rare. I wanted them to be permanently affixed to his face. He was too serious. Way too serious for me.
“I’m sorry if I did something to offend you,” I said. “I’m new to all this. I mean…” I awkwardly cleared my throat.Just keep pretending.“Let’s just go home, okay?” I instinctively walked back toward the exit.
“Our place is upstairs,” James said.
I turned around.Of course.“Right. We’re on floor…”
“Let me just show you,” he said and lightly touched my lower back to guide me toward the elevators.
It seemed like he wanted some kind of expression from me as we walked through the luxurious lobby of the apartment building. But it all made sense to me. In my fantasy, this is what I had. And I was having an easy time pretending it was real now. Howwonderful would it be if it was reality? I mean, it was enough to make anyone swoon. But I knew it wasn’t real.
We were rich in my make-believe world. Even the elevators were decadent. The music that was playing through the speakers was straight from a 1950’s movie. It was all elaborately overdone. I had an overactive imagination.
And to think in my dream world I’d had a scandalous affair with my super hot professor. Who just so happened to be rich? Yeah, right. Never could have happened. First of all, I never would have dated my professor. Second of all, professors weren’t rich. Tenure didn’t make you wealthy and he was too young for it anyway. I laughed out loud.
“Something amusing?” James asked as the elevators dinged open on our floor.
“Nope. This all seems...normal enough for a fantasy. But seriously, James, how did we meet? We both know you couldn’t afford any of this as a professor.”
“I was serious when I said I sold my first company for a large sum.”
“How large?”
He didn’t respond. He just guided me down the hall to a door.Our door.He unlocked it and turned the knob. I didn’t even care that he hadn’t answered my question. Because I wouldn’t have been able to listen anyway. It felt like all the air had been knocked out of my lungs. I took a step into the immaculate foyer. This was an apartment, right?
I looked through the kitchen to the right at the ornate, winding staircase. Did apartments have two floors? I had never seen anything like it in movies.
I turned my attention back to the foyer and saw that there was natural light streaming in. I walked through the foyer into a huge living room that was open to a dining area as well. But my eyes weren’t on the room itself or the furniture. I walked toward the far wall. Although, it wasn’t really a wall at all. The whole side of the apartment was glass.
I could see Central Park from the window. Cars still swerved and honked below, but it was easy to focus on all the greenery. It was breathtakingly beautiful.
“Do you like the view?” James asked.
I jumped at the sound of his voice. I had almost forgotten he was there. I laughed and folded my arms across my chest so I wouldn’t be tempted to put my hands on the glass. “The city’s actually kind of pretty from up here.” I nodded toward the window.
“Being close to Central Park was one of the reasons why you agreed to move here.”
“Yeah?” That made sense.
“And you can even see where we got married from here.” He pointed to a large tree in the distance. It looked like a restaurant was beside it. There were tables beneath the tree and happy couples dining.
“It’s pretty.” I didn’t know what else to say. I couldn’t remember our wedding. Had it really happened? Was I even standing here right now? I glanced over at James.
He was staring at me in that way again. Like he could read my soul. Like he knew every secret I possessed. Like he knew me better than I knew myself.
