Page 63 of Lucy
Nights we stayed at Abel’s house…I snuck into his room and we made love. We made love all night and I snuck back into the room with Nora. She never knew. Abel and I were inseparable.
When I got pregnant, I was scared shitless. My parents would kill both of us and disown him and it would hurt him more than anything. Abel couldn’t handle getting disowned. He has awful abandonment issues. He was adopted when he was six and he loves our family with everything he has.
If our parents found out…it would be horrible. The only thing I could think to do was get an abortion. So he took me to get one and after that I cried for weeks. I was never the same. We vowed never to have sex again and we haven’t.
I’ve never talked about it with anyone. Not even Nora. I can’t keep it from you though. Not if I really want to be with you. You deserve to know and have a choice.
I know I’m fucked up and I know it’s gross or whatever you’re going to say but…that’s me, Chase.”
She got so quiet. The room was so quiet. Everything was quiet but the knocking of my heart. I dug around in my mind for the words to say. I had to comfort her.
“Lucy, you’re not disgusting. Unconventional maybe, but you’re not gross. Abel isn’t your blood brother. We’re talking technicalities but if I’m being honest with you…I don’t see you any differently. It completes the Lucy puzzle.”
“Abel is still my brother though.”
“He is. I can’t pretend it’s normal but I’m not put off. Were you in love with him?” I asked.
“Yes. I tried to pretend that I wasn’t but…I was.”
“And now?”
“I don’t know anymore. I don’t know since you came into my life, Chase. You take my eyes off him. You take all the wrong feelings I have for Abel and you make them vanish. You make my heart beat faster. You make me want Abel as my brother and not my lover. Because…I wantyouas my lover.”
I didn’t say anything. I pulled Lucy into my arms and held her there. She was misunderstood and her heart was full of complicated, troubling things that I would never understand.
I still wanted her.
“Chase, I think you need to let this soak in. You might not feel the same way tomorrow or the next day. You might look at me and see someone you can’t be with.”
“I look at you and see someone who’s perfect for me. You didn’t judge me when you found out I went been to jail for almost killing a man. You didn’t judge me for not speaking because of it. You never thought I was weird.”
“Technically I did. That’s why I call you weirdo,” she sniffled. Even through tears, Lucy was still Lucy.
“You didn’t think I was weird enough not to speak to. You treated me differently. I’m gonna treat you the same way. I want you and all your mistakes and bad choices. If you went back and erased them you wouldn’t be Lucy. I like what I’m looking at right now.” I kissed her and she rested her forehead against mine.
“Thank you, Chase.” She hugged me so tight I didn’t think I’d be able to breathe anymore. She needed the hug more, so I hugged her right back. “You’re going to crack my back, you giant.”
“I thought I already did that earlier,” I smirked at her and she laughed. I was happy to see her laugh.
“You cracked the fuck out of my back earlier.”
“You think I can do that again?” I couldn’t keep my hands off her. How had I gone so long without her?
“You can do it however many times you want, Chase.” I kissed the lips I’d been dying to kiss for months and it felt like a dream.
“How many times do you want me to do it, Lucy?” Her legs opened for me like magic and I fell between them. My dick was ready. I slid against her heat and she looked into my eyes.
“I never want you to stop. I want to lose count.” I pushed her over to the side and she hooked her long leg around my neck. This time, she took my inches a lot easier but she was still so tight. I looked down at her pretty clit ring and rubbed my thumb against it.
She clenched around me while I drove deeper. She was the best feeling in the world. She was the world. The way our bodies slapped against each other and the way she moaned my name, fueled me.
She pushed back against me and it was maddening. She was wetter than anything I’d ever experienced. It dripped from her like sticky sweet nectar. I pulled out to taste it.
I wanted my tongue coated with Lucy.
I snaked my tongue inside of her and dug my fingertips into her thighs. Her back arched then went concave like I’d sucked every speck of oxygen from her. I slid my hands up her body until I reached her tits then I squeezed her stiff nipples while she came all over my mouth.
“Chase!” I nibbled on her thick pussy lips before sliding deep into her. I wanted to live inside of her. She scrambled away from my thrusts but I pulled her back by her hair and hammered into her until the bed screamed in unison with her. Until my neighbors banged on the ceiling and floor.
